TELL ME IF YOU ADD ME shiit ppl... have some common sense
Okay theres me love me,hate me,but cant change me
About me.
I am a 14 year old male. I would prefer to think i am a very docile person with many various believes. If you are looking for a boyfriend,forget it, i am here to make friends. I can be your best friend, your advisor, and a student all at the same time. I like to speak to people on there intelectual level (if i go that high or low) and i would not like to speak to those who act like complete morons, i am here to get away from that. I live in a small town in "The Boot Heel" of Missouri.
I think that women should be more valued than men.They are beautiful creatures that can do what ever they wish and get away with it...well with me...which has lead to many problems in relationships and in my head, any who harm them emotionally or physically should die a painful,and long death, the reason for this believeing is because i was raised by my Gandparents and aunts i have no brothers but 3 sisters my Grandfather is never home when i am so i am surrounded by women everyday, when i talk about my grandparents i say "mom" or "dad". I owe women my sanity and i thank you, anything i do i will try my hardest. I would like to study witch craft but i lack the mentor,books, or things i need so thats out the window for now. I would prefer not to be judged by my age but by my intelect so please do not treat me like an ignorant child. THAT PISSES ME OFF! Anyways i have a heart but it is broken and i prefer it that way so i can have an open mind. I thrive on pain the more i feel, the more i learn and the desire to highten my intelect even futher grows because of it. Life is shitty yeah that sums it up nicely. I have very few friends on here or were i live for i am deeply missunderstood by the ignorance that surrounds me. I do not dress the way i act, and i am a very bi-polar person. I think romance should come before any physical interactions.
I want to be a vet because of my Chiwawa or h/e you spell it
he had chemicals poured on him, sat on fire, left eye knocked out, parts of his ear and penis cut off, he's ugly but he is me and my fathers dog...meaning he loves us both..we let the dogs decide who they like more :3 xD and say there ours, i want to stop this and i think that anyone who abuses animals deserve to have the same exact thing done to them.
My Likes.
Music.
Reading.
Swimming.
Occult things and i am open to new religous ideas.
I don't mind playing Video Games every once ina while but im not hooked on it.
I love my computer and there is nothing that will change that.
I love flowers and listening to poetry (Do not call me fag or i will block you)
The moon and water are beautiful things that i love to watch while i think.
I do that alot
Sometimes i am a flirt but not very often.
the taste of blood is nice.
Even scarythings need to be loved
My Favorites
Food: Pizza ^ ^
Books: Anything with a vampire, a romance, or haunting. Color: Black, Silver, Red.
Favorite things to study: People.
(i am not emo i just like this song)
Favorite song lyrics.
Cold Cruel world Boondox
[Intro: Random people talking]
I don't know what to do anymore
After I quit with medicine I became psycotic
I suffer from depression
Complete depression
Had it my whole life
I have had it so bad that uh...
I had anxiety
Been diagnosed with major depression
Lots of phobias, lots of fears
Anxiety, panic attacks
Manic depression before, I didn't think that
Depression could be so bad
Sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders
Everything around me closing in, it's starts to grow colder
It's like I'm sitting on death row and waitin' for conclusion
Shits real fucked up, my brains filled with much confusion
Do you know what it is to sit a 3am
With a gun pressed to your temple on your knees prayin'
Or in the bathroom, on the floor, a handfull of pills
Cause the fuckin' rent's due and you can't pay bills
Have you ever felt the cold grip of death in your heart
I'm talkin' rips right in your cavity and pulls it apart
Ten motherfuckin' seconds just from ending this shit
Flames rising from the ashes that your about to commit
Have you ever stopped your car somewhere far from everythin'
Sat a half an hour, just thinkin' of a better way
To put your soul to rest and set your mind at ease
Put the barrel in my mouth, I wanna sleep for all eternity
Dear cold cruel world why am I here?
I never asked to be alive
Everyday it's just a struggle even to survive
Dear please juse wipe away the tears
I'll be better off when I'm gone
In my own private Hell and left all alone
Somany reasons just to leave this fuckin' planet
Pressure gets to me so much, god damn, I just can't stand it
People hatin', credit problems, bitch be fuckin' my friends
A million reasons, circumstances for your soul to transend
Nobody like me, I'm a loser, parents wish I was dead
I'm overweight, can't get a date, I'll turn my walls to red
Unlock the door, turn up the music, flip the T.V. screen
I'll leave a bloody fuckin' mess off for my moms to clean
It's's to the point that I can't stand it, I can't even try to cope
And you don't know me, you can't help me, you can't offer me no hope
It's too late to try and stop it, I have lost the fuckin' war
I ain't gonna write no fuckin' letter, leave my answers on the floor
I'm a do it I swear, don't even think I'm lyin'
Nobody gone remember me, nobody gone be cryin'
All alone in my death like I was in life
Let me take my final breath, they can bury me tonight
Dear cold cruel world why am I here?
I never asked to be alive
Everyday it's just a struggle even to survive
Dear please juse wipe away the tears
I'll be better off when I'm gone
In my own private Hell and left all alone
You won't miss me when I'm gone
(Flames risin', flames risin')
I know you did me so wrong
(Flames risin')
Dear cold cruel world why am I here?
Flames risin', flames risin'
Dear please juse wipe away the tears
Flames risin', flames risin'
Dear cold cruel world why am I here?
(just wipe away, just wipe away)
Flames risin', flames risin'
Dear please juse wipe away the tears
(just wipe away, just wipe away)
Flames risin', flames risin'
Dear cold cruel world why am I here?
Flames risin', flames risin'
Dear please juse wipe away the tears
Flames risin', flames risin'
