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I’m new to this. Spent most of my life trying to hide what i am. Mostly suppressing my energy so people won’t take it. I dislike feeling drained. From childhood was making energy ball and sending the ball to people. Of course I learned by doing that i had access to there energy. In high school i decided that wasn’t right to do to people (Don’t you love life lessons).so I spent years learning how to suppress my energy after that.
I get energy from people around me sparingly. I get more please and energy from pushing to people around me. It’s quite interesting to see what peoples energy does when you mix in some of yours. Nine times out of ten there energy opens to you.
I’m a bit unique i hate the sun to bright i usually get a huge headache. I avoid going out during the day as much as possible. Dark sunglasses are a must, Darker the better.
The moon on the other has energy good, beautiful, pure. A nice full new moon makes me feel alive, I used to run 10 - 15 miles on nights like that. Find a path surround myself with the trees nature and the moon.