~ The Dark Crimson Alliance ~
Set at 19:58 on October 10, 2021
'Rising from the ashes"
Greetings, Welcome to my Page.
Most have come to know me, by my Main Profile LadyBloodMoon. I have been a member of this website since 2007.
Over the years I have been taught many life lessons. I have went thru many changes since 2007. With each lesson
and mild stone that I have expierenced, I did with the best intentions. All anyone can do in a moment is to look
at each situation with a clear head, and a loving heart. Both is not always easy to find especially in the cruelest of times.
Over the years, I have with stood some of the most cruelist of human natures. You see whom you cherish and hold close, can in a instant
turn against you, with envy and hate. What was your best friend, in a blink your adversary. So be cautious with information you share
about your personal self, and family. All to often listening ears, turn into running mouths, spinning tales of drama to reflect in their favor.
20 years ago was a young woman with a heart of gold, but a chip on her shoulder. Was she to trusting? Took everyone at face value, yes that I was.
I would react in the manner to reflect my emotions. I have always had this issue of wanting to see the good in every soul, no matter how small that
good may be. My first thought was to try and help others, to the extent of it not favoring my well being.
My life forever changed in fall 2006. Part of me died, another awoke, I have been on a journey since that time, to learn, and grow into
the best I could be. I have went thru so many different types of awakening, and getting a better sense of self. Growing stronger.
Becoming more enlightened, and more spiritual along the way.
I have dealt with heartbreaks, and betrayals, over and over others have tried to cause harm, and to stop the person that I am becoming.
With each betrayal, I trusted less and less. It's becoming harder for someone to establish a bond with me, for whatever reason
it's been other's purpose, to betray and hurt me. To try and take whatever peace , happiness, and personal growth that I am achieving.
Each time I look inward, I tear myself apart, as to what I could have done differently, to have achieved a different outcome. One thing that
has never been taken from me, is my heart. My abilty to continue to love with my whole heart, to keep empathy and the abilty to continue to help others.
You can try and continue to break me, you may hurt me, but I will get back up each and every time, dust myself off, and rise from the ashes of the
hate you tried to burn me with. You can throw salt on my name, those that believe it, aren't my people. You can try other forms of attack.
You hold no power over me. I have found my inner strength, I don't have to call for help, as my ancestors and higher spirit walks with me daily.
I am held in the loving arms of those that walked before me, as I continue the journey of self discovey, personal growth, and spiritual enlightenment
and twilight. For those drowning in envy and hate. I do hope you will find peace and happiness. Personal journey sometimes takes it to the deepest darkest
of places to teach us what is nessasary to achieve the next door opened in our journey.
Those can continue to judge someone they don't know, or spread salt and hate.. Or you can move past the personal storm your in, and grow.
Move past the hate, and heal and grow. Everyone has their own journey. Your lifeplan you decided long ago before you were born. Live and learn
the lessons you came here to learn.
I hold no hate or ill will toward anyone. I do choose to walk away from those that cause pain, those not genuine in their bonds that they made with me.
I wish you many blessings.. As I am rising from the ashes of recent past, and im glowing with enlightenment and happiness.
Merry Meet and Merry Part. May you find happiness right from the start. Many Blessings.
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