O-si-yo. To-hi-tsu?
I am sure if you are reading this, then you do really want to get to know me. Well.. it may not be a pleasant taste for you.
I am part Irish part Cherokee
This is a quick characteristics list of me, and why I am here.
Physical characteristics:
sunburn easily
Visual sensitivity to any light source
Better night vision than day vision
Eye color changing with mood or for no apparent reason
Heightened senses
quick reflexes
Often feels hungry and/or thirsty despite an adequate food diet
Extreme cravings for certain types of food or extreme cravings that can not be satisfied with food (steak lately even though I used to despise steak)
Often feel run down, fatigued, tired despite an adequate food diet and activity level
Frequent headaches for no apparent reason
Does not require very much sleep
Able to heal quicker than others
Often get sick with "flu-like" symptoms with no medical explanation when they go without feeding for a period of time
Mental characteristics:
Strong-willed [most of the time]
independent nature
Intellectual/highly intelligent (some say I am... though I do not see it in the proverbial mirror)
Predatory nature
Prefers nighttime over daytime
Moodiness/mood swings/quick-tempered
Mental and/or personality disorders (PTSD, Aspergers Syndrome and Borderline Personality Disorder)
Psychic abilities (although not necessarily psychic feeding methods) and metaphysical characteristics:
Empathy
See and read auras
Extra-sensory perception
Clairaudience,
Clairsentience,
Audiovoyance, being able to see and/or hear spirits I cannot communicate with them.. or have not tried enough)
Astral travel/astral projection
Invisibility/not noticed/blending in
visions
Past-life memories
Immortal soul and a belief in reincarnation
Experience déjà vu quite frequently
Involved in "alternative" religions (such as Pagan/Wiccan )
Maybe there is a reason I keep getting drawn back to VR even when I have no time... Maybe there is a reason for it all... I just wish I had someone to help me with my struggles, both mentally and physically, even spiritually, but alas, it seems those who help me, they , even when known by many, are forgotten by the lot, and seem to be as if they never existed, or they get sick.. and in one case.. die after getting close to me... I don't want to hurt people anymore, I don't want to be different. I just want to fit in and be able to be myself.
I am 24 now.. Only once did I make it to 24 in my past lives, and even then.. I died soon after. Why am I like this? it makes me want to go deep into the woods and scream until I cannot anymore! makes me want to curl my back, and just curl into my soul and stay there, a shell of a person...
I consider myself to be a kitten.
there will be more, it will be in my journals if you wish to know more, and if there is something you want to know, just ask, and I may or may not tell you
