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Your mind wont let you say that you want me, your mind wont ever, never let you say what you want
First things first, what do I look like??
brunette, wavy hair (or at least it's supposed to be wavy), dark brown eyes, 1.56 cm (sorry, I'm not used to inches and stuff like that), I'm not a darkie, I'm not a goth and I'm not prep nor a poser... I'm just me.
But if you really want a good idea of what do I look like... go to my portfolio, although I warn u since now, u'll maybe have nightmares... no, not really, I'm not THAT bad-looking but I'm not exactly a model
Now, let's get to what goes next:
I'm a creature of the night, trapped in a mortal body. I'm just waiting to get embraced and start a real unlife...
Or at least that's what I say, coz to everyone else I'm just a 19 year old girl who wants to become a shrink, loves alternative metal and hard rock, has a "freaky" attraction for vampires (and blood, of course)... and still sleeps with her teddy bear... he he he... =P
I love to write short vampire stories and get lost in my imagination while I listen to Godsmack , Disturbed or Pantera.
The psycholoical profile:
Almost every single one of my friends say I'm perverse... and now I can tell why they say so... it's the awful, no... wait, not awful, it is the truth.
But being perverse hasn't helped me at all with falling in love, and this has made think... men love bitches!
I don't understand what they want from us, but the only thing I can say about this is...
Love's a game in which I will never be defeated again
Anyway, I try to stay truth to my myself and to my friends. I speak things the way they come to my mind, and I don't care if u get hurt by what I say as long as it is the truth. But must of the time I am... nice.
I LOVE life and I'm not ashamed of saying so. After trying to kill yourself, you get a different point of view... one thing is saying you want to kill yourself to get attention and a very different thing is trying to do so or doing so. Real suicidals never express their true intentions...
So if you claim you hate life an you want to kill yourself... WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU WAITING FOR???
We'll talk later, peace.
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Ok... si bueno... disculpen el idioma, pero tambien quiero ponerlo en mi lengua madre...
No suelo hablar mucho de mi misma, y por lo tanto no me es facil poder llenar satisfactoriamente algo como lo es un perfil, donde se supone hablas de lo q te gusta, note gusta y que haces y que no haces...
En primera, la vida es muy compleja para resumirla y en segunda, con todo respeto, que demonios les importa??? para conocer a alguien necesitas hablar con la persona, salir, observar sus caras, gestos y lenguaje corporal.
Ahora, me es bastante molesto que la gente critique si tengo o no tengo muchos "quizzes" en mi perfil... es MIO y por lo tanto puedo hacer con él lo que me venga en gana. Si los tengo es porque cada uno dice algo de mi... aunque solo sea un poco.
Me considero "extraña", casi nunca encajo en la sociedad y eso... realmente me importa un comino, ya pase por la edad en la que le lo unico era el "que diran"... y por lo mismo no entro en la onda gotica, dark, oscura... porque no tengo necesidad de hacerselo saber a la gente... si alguien se toma la molestia, lo encontrara por si mismo. La oscuridad es un estilo de vida, ideologias, pensamientos, sentimentos... no solo pedazos de tela y maquijalle barato.
Trato de ser yo y mantener firme a mis convicciones. Busco y obtengo lo que quiero, no importa como. Mi vida gira alrededor mio y de nadie más.
Primero fui, soy y seré siempre yo.
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Serenity. Another song like voodoo but more leaning
to the native american side. Its still an
awsome song and just sings about deeper meaning
stuff. From what Sullys said its probebly going
to be the next single because he likes it so
much. Tony is probebly your favorite cause he
can pay guitar really well and busted out an
acoustic on this track. A rarity for Godsmack.
What Godsmack song are you?
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The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Purgatory (Repenting Believers) | Low |
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers) | Very Low |
Level 2 (Lustful) | Very High |
Level 3 (Gluttonous) | Moderate |
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious) | Low |
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy) | High |
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics) | Very Low |
Level 7 (Violent) | Very High |
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers) | High |
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous) | Low |
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