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ShatteredExistence



ShatteredExistence
Carpe Noctem (Coven) ShatteredExistence carries the Mark of Coven Master MyBeautifulNightmare

"If only the soul could communicate our most intimate truths to others
Set at 09:37 on October 24, 2020

Status:  Vampling (25.56)
Rank:  Member
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Affiliation:  Carpe Noctem (Coven)
Mentorship Pupil of The Kindred Path.
Account Type:  Premium
Referred By:  SouthernPride
Gender:  Female
Birthdate:  Hidden
Age:  Hidden
Location: 

In the shadows of a broken existence




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"When your dream's shatter the pieces really never fit back together exactly right "


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Souls that are broken and shattered sometimes need to look for the light within their shadowed existence. This person has been in those shadows for a very long time, just waiting for even the smallest glimpse of light. Only when her life became so overwhelming did she finally figure out that she was her own light; all this person had to do is love herself and let the pain start to fall from her.

By exploring, learning, and accepting her actual reality, she had been hurting herself more than anyone could of by not seeing herself as worthy of being loved, excepted, or wanted. She sabotaged her own life to stay in that comfortable dark existence she thought was familiar and safe, not realizing she was not really living, experiencing, or in her own truth. That was the first day of her new reality of who she really was within. Bringing out that pain cleared the way for her to really love the person she was starting to become.

Today she is still healing, learning to trust in herself to be her own support when she needs encouragement, love, and the courage to follow her dreams. Now she can look in the mirror and see the person looking back and love, respect, and honor the person she is still discovering today within her own existence.

This profile represents a look into what it means to fight one's way out of a dark, shadowed place; one starts of self-blame, self-loathing, and not loving who themselves are as a whole unique Being. People can treat others with little regard to their feelings, even downright abusive toward another soul out of hate, ego, and lack of understanding and acceptance of others' lifestyle, personality, or who one is as an individual. One should always love, believe in, and respect themselves for the unique one of a kind individual they truly embody.


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Let's get a closer look into the individual behind this profile, a unique person with many facets to her personality, lifestyle, and belief systems. Looking back on this woman's life, you can say she has had a fantastic experience even with all the obstacles she has overcome. This individual grew up within a family with different individual beliefs, experiences, and understanding of who they were within her family unit.

When looking into her family roots, she emulated and was ingrained with the Ideals of her Elders and ancestor's ways of showing respect, honoring, And cherishing the passed down beliefs, history, and accomplishments throughout the vast family History. Each person has contributed to bringing forth the family she is part of today. Today, she passes her knowledge, ideas, and Ideals to the next generation within her family, as a Mother, Grandmother, Aunt, and Great Aunt to those who are the future of her family.

This woman grew up in Oregon until high school, moving around to smaller towns when her family got the need to relocate to a new location around the Salem area; eventually, she ended up in California, where she lives today. This person's upbringing had some hardships with it, which they are still overcoming as a family. Each experience she has gotten throughout her life has made her the woman she is today. She is beautifully flawed, resilient, strong-willed, and confident; for the first time in her life, she sees the person she always dreamed of becoming when it comes to loving herself. She has lived with some hardships, struggles, and even an unsure path many times over. Out of it all, she thrives on the challenges she faces and overcomes; it has been what makes her the strong will woman who looks at life as a blessing not to waste.

You can refer to this person as Ivy, which some already know her by on this site or others. If you chose to get to know this person, she might let you into her personal life, where you will learn more about the many Facets of this person and even her other name.




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Things fond of:

Getting out in nature

Tarot reading on others

All genres of Music have the right tone and meaning.

Paranormal Investigating

Meeting new people.


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Some things this person is not ok with:

Disrespect in any form toward others.

Playing with someone else's emotions, for amusement, spite, or being deceitful.

Using derogatory Words or behavior toward another, to harm, belittle, or emotional abuse.

The block button is used to avoid conflict, which is a great tool on this sit when needed. If someone does not seem to understand, people have had enough of one's behavior. When dealing with the conflict between individuals and groups of people, it's best avoided if possible. It's better to walk away from a situation than stay in a heated position where all parties are affected, and feelings may be hurt or angered.





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This Artist music was chosen because it narrated its meaning to reflect its tone and mood. The person wanted others to feel, see, and experience the in-depth emotional aspects of what this profile and content represents. This profile is raw, emotionally charged, and unfinished, which is what life is represented in the big picture of our existence.

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Member Since: Oct 18, 2020
Last Login: Oct 30, 2020
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ThexHellHound
ThexHellHound
02:27
Oct 29, 2020



Mistress of Blood Kindred and The Coven of Hellhounds


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Neinmortlan
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Oct 28, 2020
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