"I will leave everything behind, undertaking this odyssey with myself as my only companion. Alone, I walk away from yesterday's failures and yesterday's regrets, strengthened by the knowledge that I have learned my lessons that my past was ment to teach me.
I will not make the same mistakes again.
I will not be blind or ignorant to what is going on around me.
I will not place my trust in those who are not worthy.
I will not forsake my dreams.
I will die without regret.
The eternal present now awaits me."
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Life's journey is not to arrive at the grave in a well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways, totally worn out, shouting, "Holy shit! What a ride!"
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(LOL This one's for you lordfawn }=P )
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Let it be known that Im a psi/sang vampire, its something that I damn proud of. I do feed on physical energies and on blood. I am what I am, nothing more, nothing less. Respect me and my beliefs and we can get along quite famously, otherwise I will be forced to do serious harm to you.
There's not alot to know. Im 34 and a good, kind hearted person but you don't want to back me into a corner and not expect me to come out fighting. The same goes for anyone here on vr. Don't mess with me and we'll be fine but mess with me and loose all hope of me ever being nice to you.
My birthname is not important yet for those who know me well they know what it is.
I try to see the humor in everything but it sometimes gets me into trouble. Im a smartass, just ask my family, I can't keep my mouth shut to save my life =} yet I've also been told that I make sense, lol go figure.
I take care of my neice and nephew because my twin has decided that partying was WAY more important than taking care of her children.
I love old and new horror movies, walks in the park at night, being alone sometimes, and talking to my friends (they maybe few in number but I love them very much).
I love all kinds of music but it depends on what kind of mood Im in that dictates what Im listening to at any given moment.
Im buddhist & a pasifist by nature.
My beliefs are many but the one I find interesting is wicca. I love the fact that its a nature-based religion. Im not following a set path in wicca as Im just starting out.
I try to help people who need it but sometimes it blows up in my face.
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Just so everyone is aware, I am happily taken by a great guy whom I love every much. He goes by lordfawn here on VR. I am his and his alone. He is my heart and soul. A word to all the girls, you may flirt with my fiance but that is as far as you'll ever get because I will hunt you down and do the most unspeakable things to you. Flirt with me and I may flirt back but thats all that you will ever get from me.
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~*~Getting married Jan 20th, 2010 =)~*~
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If you ever want to contact me outside of VR then here is my email address: bleeding_immortal39@yahoo.com
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*Favorite bands*
Breaking Benjamin
Papa Roach
Type O Negitive
Mastadon
AFI
Sick Puppies
Metallica
Otep
Hinder
Bullet for my Valentine
Theory of a Deadman
H.I.M.
(And quite a few others that I can't think of atm.)
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*Likes*
Moonlit walks
My current life with my one true love...lordfawn
Funny people
The moon
My niece & nephew
Vampire Rave
My friends
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*Dislikes*
Stupidity
Racest people
sunlight
My sister Sarah(suffers from headupassitis)
Misspelled words
No T.V.
Not getting my way =P
Waiting
Being patient (not my strong point)
People/kids who are loud and are pain in the asses
My lupus
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"You got to look at things with the eye in your heart,
not with the eye in your head."
-Lame Deer-
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*Terrifying childhood experiences*
Got your nose!
Please just kill me. Better to die than to live the rest of my life a monster.
What's that in your ear? Hey---its a quarter!
Why is everyone laughing? I have a horrifying brain disease.
PEEK-A-BOO!
JESUS CHRIST. You came out of nowhere.
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Lets get the nasties out of the way. Im tired of all the drama, fakes,and phoneys. They piss me off to no end so if you all could just do me a favor and go take a long walk off a sort pier. I really appreciate it >=}
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Drama seekers keep your distance, I got enough of it at home so back the hell off. If you do not take heed than I will have to hit you over the head with a sledgehammer.
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Those of you who use netspeak please, for my sanity and your safety, just stay away. Try using the WHOLE alphabet, A-Z.
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I don't care what you rate me, its only a number. I don't have a rating system per se but I rate using all the numbers, 1-10.
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If you can't contribute to a halfway decent conversation than don't talk to me, it's pointless to even start. Stimulating conversations stimulates me, not some of the dull shit that people use.
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Add me to your friends list, your journal favorites, stalk and/ or bite me, please just let me know so that I can return the favor.
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"I dream of vampires.
I dream of god.
I dream of no vampires.
I dream of no god.
I dream of nothing
and yet that too is still my dream."
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I first want to say thank you to my wonderful coven master' LadyBloodMoon. Thank you for adding me to your coven.
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To my friends; those I've been talkng to for awhile and those who I've just met, thank you for taking the chance to get to know me. You will have a loyal friend for life.
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"No one should brave the underworld alone" *Poe*
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"When mathematical propsitions refer to reality they are not certain; When they are certian, they do not refer to reality." *Albert Einstein*
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