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Quote: Some people are so afraid to die that they never begin to live.
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Hello Dearies and welcome to my page. I am 25 years old and currently work as a cashier at a grocery store and go to school for Human Services (Associates Degree).
My social life is dull and somewhat inexistent. I have a few friends, one that I have known for ages. We hang out almost every day I have off from work, and understands that some days - I hate people (all of them - including my parents). I have experimented in multiple aspects of life including drugs and alcohol, but I am now sober (maybe a drink or two now and then). I want to use this experience I have gained from my past to help others and show them that drugs or alcohol is not the way, but when you are in that moment, it is and understand that. Hopefully I can help others to see the light, but I don’t make promises I can't keep.
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I love music, and for the most part, all types of music. I mainly stick to rock, alternative, and grunge types along with metal and metal sub genres. Generally, I am up to listening and exploring new types of music including dubstep, techno, rap, R&B, jazz, classical, and other types. On that note, I will never listen to or enjoy COUNTRY music! I was spoon fed this genre and grew up listening to country music because my mother is a big fan. I will not hold your taste in music against you, but if we were ever stuck in a car together the radio would become a struggle maybe even a fight to find neutral jams that we both enjoy. I have recently expanded my music knowledge and intellect thus allowing me to discover that I no longer enjoy the songs of my past which include bands such as My Chemical Romance and The Used, which makes me sad, but I consider it a good thing.
My interests include walking, biking, camping, hiking, rock climbing, swimming, art, theatre, movies, drinking (lol), parting (raves and clubbing), sports such as water skiing or wake boarding, skiing or snow boarding (not very good but want to get better), soccer, football, hokey, baseball, softball, etc.
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My favorite colors are black, green, and purple:
Black because it is the color of concealment. We (people) are always wearing masks, hiding our true selves from the people around and even our own selves.
Green because it stand for approval. We are always striving for the "green light of approval." It is also life. Green is the color of living life in the appropriate standards of approval from ourselves and others.
Purple because it is royal. We all want to be royal or treated as royal at some point in our lives. It is nice to be overindulged and praised with succulent gifts, like a king or queen. However, this indulgence should not be consistent in day to day life.
The simple pleasures in life are the best and they give us a royal "green seal" awakening from the black corners of our lives, that in essence, we are all looking for.
I was in love once. And I will never forget what true love feels like. I have denied myself of trying to love again, or find love in another person. However some day, I might.
"I've forgotten the simple things
Like the way you use to look at me, kiss me, and hold me when i cried.
I think of you every day and wonder what lies beyond the appearance of death.
I wonder if you can see my past, or my future.
Maybe even the daily movements of my mundane life.
I ask myself if i did enough, tried my hardest.
I'm just so hard and strict with myself that i have denied my soul of forgiveness.
I have raped my thoughts of innocent curiosities and saturated myself in the darkness of regret.
You are in my heart and engraved in my mind.
I love you now like I loved you then."
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Thank you for stopping by and feel free to message me anytime for any reason, however if I feel as though you are coming off as rude or disrespectful - I will block you and report you to administration. Please be kind and considerate here.
With Deep Regards & Hopeful Eyes,
Ahymie
| Member Since: | Jun 06, 2008 |
| Last Login: | Jan 04, 2018 |
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