BEFORE ANYTHING ELSE!!!! ~I WILL NOT RATE SOMEONE THAT ONLY GIVES ME A STAMP!!!! I WANT TO HEAR WHAT YOU YOURSELF HAS TO SAY!!!! THAT IS A FINAL WARNING!
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Oh and I don't make my profile glitter or flashy. I don't glitter or flash myself so I don't want my profile to do so neither.
~My Protectors....My Friends~
Why am I me?
That is a funny question.
I am me because I choose to be me.
-I don't smile all the time because when I smile it means more to me than anything. When I smile it means I am truly happy. I don't like to show it all the time but I only smile when it means something. People say I look serious all the time. I am not trying to be, it is just that my emotions are too important to me. I rather share emotions rather then watch them die.
-I wear black because I like the color it brings out. It is not a depressing color but shows more of who I am. If one can be happy and dress in a bunch of colors I can be happy and dress in one color. Black brings out my eyes and more so who I am. Someone notices a person wearing black. I just want to show people who I am and what it means to me.
-I am not emo or a pessimist. I am used to negative emotions. Believe it or not, being negative is a cover. I am always happy. I am afraid to show people that I am happy. I have had my emotions crushed before many time. Being dark and withdrawn makes it easier to protect myself. I like to cheer my friends up and watch them smile. I like the kind of writing that one can do when using dark feelings. I write my greatest stories with those emotions. Friendships are better because one who is farthest away from a person will be the closest friend.
-I like dark. I love the sun also if it didn't burn me all the time.
-I am sarcastic because my family is. It runs in my blood. My family has a different type of humor that might seem to offended people. We are not trying to be mean we are just having fun.
-I laugh all the time. To me that is what makes me alive. I try to be funny. People agree that I am. I offend people sometimes without thinking. I guess I have that believe that some friends can understand that I will be your friend and not hurt you. I will never hurt my friends. I rather die.
-I like to read and draw. That is a passion of mine. I wanted to be an artist but
I believe I lack that full talent that is needed. I write because I can create something that only lies in my dreams. I want to show the world that when you write you are like a god. You are creating a world with life. To me that is a amazing ability
-I don't like people. Again that might seem emo but it is not. If a person who watched people kill his family and watched people kill him, he can grow disliking people. I have grown to trust more people. But the pain is engraved into my being.
-I am no into sports. I have no idea why. I just don't like it. It is something that I have never been able to explain. I will not join football like I have been told and I will not join baseball like I once did.
-Eyes are the most amazing thing to me. I can see who a person is with there eyes. My best friends have eyes like mine. They are different color yet we all share the same past. Eyes are my weakness. I fall in love with eyes before I fall for the person. People with eyes filled with joy, sadness, anger, ambition, pain, laughter, lonelyness, and the such.
-Vampires. No, I don't think blood turns me on. I like the power. Vampires are
amazing in that fact. They are fast, intelligent and strong. They are made to be perfect. I love the ability to live forever. I am not afraid of death, but I would want that to show that life is not so plain as it looks sometimes.
-I hate money. Our world is formed by it. Look at all the death and pain it has cause. It can change the wold but, it is rotting it at the same time yet faster.
-I don't want to be popular or famous. We are all equals so lets keep it that way. No one is better than the next person. So having famous people is just useless and corrupting.
-I am not a religious person. I don't know why. I believe a person is strong enough to live without believing there is a higher being of the sort. If one can live their own life then them themselves have become their own god.
-I am a lisenter more then a talker. I talk because I get bored. I lose track of what people are saying sometimes because there is no point. I help my friends with their problem and listen to what is important to them. Help heal the pain we all have faced together.
-Love. That is hard. It seems that is the hardest word to understand. I fall in love with dreams. They are dreams. The perfect ones in my mind. It seems impossible yet I could try. I feel empty inside. Wanting and urning for that one person. I smile still and feel alive yet I feel pain at the same time. I believe one should never give up on finding the one that completes them. But to give up and have no love is to have no life at all.
-Well what else...I am at a lost for words now.
I guess that is just me.
Likes~
Music
Art
Poetry
Video games
BOOKS!!!!!!!!
Vampires
Anime
hanging with friends
Supernatural thingys
Random and individualistic people
Gothic clothing
Black, Crimson, and Purple.
Bites, pain, and stuff
More Stuff...
Dislikes~
Racism
Hate in general
Anger
inequality
Animal Abuse
Assholes(you know who you are)
People in general.
People who don't tell me why I am on their friends list.
People who don't talk
Ukes
Liars
other stuff
Music~
Alice In Chains
Some AFI
Avenge Seven Fold
Breaking Benjerman
Amy Lee
Orgy
Godsmake
Disturbed
Tool
Gackt
Malice Mizer
Seether
maximum_the_hormone
Rob Zombie
Nine Inch Nails (older music)
Korn
Nirvana
The Offspring
Deftones
Linkin Park (older)
Rammstein
Interpol
The Cure
The Strokes
MotorHead
RadioHead
Queen Of the Stone Age
The Ramones
Sublime
Three Days Grace
Dragon Force
Anti-Flag
Slayer
Chevelle
Foo Fighters
Jefferson Airplane
Gob
Green Carnation
Metallica
Muse
Pink Floyd
A Perfect Circle
Queen
Smashing Pumpkins
Stone Temple Pilots
System Of A Down
Marilyn Manson
Johnny Cash
She Wants Revenge
Soundgarden
The Beatles
Type O Negative
Rise Against
TSOL
The Distillers
Weezer
311
Placebo
Staind
Butthole Surfers
Harvey Danger
Danzig
AC/DC
Movies~
Queen Of The Damned
Interview With A Vampire
The Crow
What Dream May Come
A.I.
lots more
Anime~
Hellsing
Trigun
Berserk
Naruto
Desert Punk
Mezzo
Full Metal Panic
Bleach
Blood+
Claymore
Cowboy Bebop
Darker Than Black
Death Note
Devil May Cry
FLCL
Full Metal Alchemist
Getbackers
Gilgamesh
Gundam Wing
Gungrave
King Of Bandit Jing
The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya
R.O.D TV
Ranma 1/2
Rurouni Kenshin
Samurai 7
Samurai Champloo
Spawn
Soul Taker
Tenchi
Trinity Blood
Wolf's Rain
Witch Hunter Robin
YuYu Hakusho
Books~
I wont begin this super long list.
~SONG OF THE WEEK~
Depeche Mode-Enjoy the Silence
