I'm 14, about 5' 5" dark brown hair, hazel eyes. My home life right now is a little screwy, but then again so is my school life. My "friends" aren't being very helpful either, I think they all got mad at me when i started cutting last year and haven't yet gotten over it, I did stop just for the record. Then earlier this year half of the people I used to hang out with announced they hated me because in their eyes I was 'goth' which I kinda am but I prefer not to be labeled, but if you feel you must then I'd prefer it you knew me before you did. Then theres home, not exactly the haven it's supposed to be, my parents don't even seem to notice that I exist, unless of course I get in trouble. Then they freak out, try to control my life for a month or so then go back to ignoring me. Oh well, nothin I can do about it right?
Anyways I've allways been really into the whole supernatural thing and I've always wished that Vampires and Werewolves were real. A few years ago me and a few friends discovered Wicca and got really into it and I still am, as far as I know a few of them still practice it but very rarely.
Last year was pretty much hell considering one of my best friends Devin, died in a car crash on September 21. But this year has been going better.
I officially hate my ex...
Since I'm bored I'm going to talk about my friends for awhile. First there's Alison, she is one of my best friends along with Haylee, Travis (Alison's bf), and my boyfriend Austin. Then there's Abby, Amanda, Leslie, Dan, Josh, Mason, Nicki, and Candace. I could go on with stuff like this, but I don't think you really care so more about me....
Favorite Bands:
Avenged Sevenfold (Who are awesome in concert)
Atreyu
Story of the Year
My Chemical Romance
The Used
Disturbed
Deftones
Marilyn Manson
Korn
Slipknot
Hinder
Theory of a Deadman
Eighteen Visiolns
Bullet for my Valentine
Stone Sour
Nirvana
Bands I Can't Stand:
Anything country
Anything rap
Simple Plan (Sorry Dan!)
Fallout Boy
Favorite....
color: Black
food: Pizza
drink: Margaritas (virgin of course...)
phrase: Dont take life to seriously...no one gets out alive any way.
place: My room or the forest
song: Trashed and Scattered by: Avenged Sevenfold
Author: Kelly Armstrong
Things I can't stand:
People who think there better than everyone else
crowds
teachers
poseurs
overly happy/bouncy people
people who lie to get attention
people who cut because it's "fun"
people who cry over nothing
men who cheat on their girlfriends/wives
Lindsay Lohan and Hilary Duff (had to :P)
My ex (Austin)
Things I Like:
Josh (I love you hun)
Chris Angel (Mindfreak)
People who accept me for who I am
People who don't judge people based on looks
People who won't try to change me
Concerts
My cat (Mwa)
Where I want to be in five years:
Hopefully in college, with a few of my friends as room mates. And if not there then anywhere with a decent job, home, and cats, lots of cats...don't ask. But seriously I plan on going to college to become a vet, although my parents want my to take over the family business. They just decided this when I told them that I want to be a vet. Go figure right?
Well that's me, what now?
| About Me Personality Quiz |
| What is your name?: | Sam |
| How old are you?: | 14 |
| When is your Birthday?: | March |
| What is your zodiac sign?: | Picies |
| Where were you born?: | Michigan |
| Where do you live now?: | Michigan |
| What color eyes do you have?: | Hazel |
| What color hair do you have?: | Dark Brown |
| How tall are you?: | 5' 5" |
| How much do you weigh? (Be Honest Ladies): | Fuck that |
| What is your race?: | ...If I told you I'd have to kill you |
| What is your worst fear?: | Crowds , and spiders |
| Do you smoke?: | no |
| Do you drink?: | Fuck ya! |
| Do you cuss?: | .........No comment |
| Do you use drugs?: | once but it was involuntary |
| Have you ever or will you ever steal?: | yes...yes if I had to |
| Are you dependable and/or trustworthy?: | yes |
| Do you play in a band or play an instrument?: | Are you offering to teach me? |
| Do you have any tattoos and/or piercings?: | Five ear peircings |
| If you had a favorite serial killer who would it be?: | ......no comment |
| Do you suffer from depression disorder?: | Not the actual disorder I have some serious downs though |
| If you had a choice about how you wanted to die what would it be?: | Um, in the arms of my friends or family |
| Have you ever tried to commit suicide?: | Yes |
| Have you ever purposely caused harm to yourself or someone else?: | Myself-Yes Others-Only when they piss me off |
| What subculture do you belong too?: | ....huh? |
| Are you evil?: | My friends say I am.... |
| Do you believe that you can be possesed?: | Yes |
| Are you a paranoid person?: | ...No 0.o Why? |
| Do you ever get jealous of somebody else?: | At times |
| Are you obsessive and/or compulsive?: | Not really |
| Are you a violent person?: | Sometimes |
| Do you take your anger out on other people?: | Not normally |
| Do you blame other people for your mistakes?: | No |
| What is your favorite game?: | At the moment....Drakenguard |
| What is your favorite movie?: | Queen of the Damned and The Craft |
| Who is your favorite band?: | Avenged Sevenfold |
| What is your favorite song?: | Trashed and Scattered by Avenged Sevenfold |
| What kind of books and/or magazines do you read?: | Fantasy, Sci-Fi |
| What is your favorite color?: | Black |
| What is your favorite food?: | Pizza |
| What is your favorite drink?: | Margaritas |
| Do you own a pari of converse?: | No, but I wear my sisters |
| Do you own a pair of dickies?: | No |
| Would you ever kill yourself or someone else?: | Me-Maybe Others-If they tried to hurt someone I cared about |
| Are you a virgin?: | Yes |
| Are you kinky?: | Yes |
| Do you like biting?: | .......Maybe |
| Do you masturbate?: | No |
| Do you watch pornography?: | No |
| Have you ever dyed your hair an unusual color?: | No |
| Have you ever shaved your head in a socially unacceptable way?: | No |
| Are you hyper active person?: | If I have enough Mountain Dew |
| Are you religious?: | Kinda |
| Do you have any self inflicted scars?: | Yes, alot of them actually |
| Does pain turn you on?: | No, not really |
| Do you stand for originality and creativity?: | Yes, very much so |
| Do you like meeting new people?: | Kinda |
| What do you like most about life?: | My family, friends, and my cat |
| What do you dislike most about life?: | People who think they can always get their way |
| Do you believe in love at first fright?: | Yes |
| Have you ever pierced a body part yourself?: | Yes |
| Have you ever had to beg for dinner money?: | No |
| Do you own a car?: | No |
| Have you been to jail, yet?: | No, but I'll proboly be there in the future |
| Are your clothes held together with safety pins?: | Some of them |
| Do you have actual scars from punk rock shows?: | Yes |
| Have you ever vomit while making out?: | No |
| Have you held a job for less than a day?: | Never had a job to hold |
| Do you own more than two pair of jeans?: | Two actually |
| Have you ever had to fuck stuff up for no good reason?: | Yup |
| Have you ever been kicked out of your parents house?: | Once |
| Have you ever been fired from your job because of your attitude?: | ......Never had a job |
| Does the world piss you off?: | At times, yes |
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Updates!!!
Spetmber 20
Tomorrow is the 1 year anniversary of my friend Devin's death...:'(
October 2
Okay just for the record I gave up on Scott and I have a new bf!!!! His name if Patrick...he's cool, I like him and thats what matters right? lol...well just wanted to let you guys know that
Nov. 29
Well havent updated in forever but just wanted to let you know I'm GUFN (grounded until further notice) me and Patrick have went out...and broke up and I'm back together with my ex...yes teh one who cheated on me I'm giving him another chance...but I kinda like this other guy...but shhhh! Don't tell....ya so kinda sucks when I get more time I'll explain why I'm GUFN but for now talk to ya guys later!!!
December 12
Well.....Me and my EXbf arent on that great of terms right now being as he cheated on me a few weeks ago....yes agaiin.....but anyways my family is gay and I hate them.......why must they be so gay about everything??? Uh...anyways thats all for now
Jan 3
SO bored....ya...anyways...theres a story on my journal if you wanna go read it....
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I Wont See You Tonight Part 1
by Avenged Sevenfold
album: Waking The Fallen (2003)
Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
But I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight
Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
all the ones around me,
I cared for and loved
Building up, inside of me
A place so dark, so cold, I had to set me free
Don't mourn for me, you're not the one to place the blame
As bottles call my name, I won't see you tonight
Sorrow, sank deep inside my blood
all the ones around me,
I cared for and most of all I loved
but I can't see myself that way
Please don't forget me
Or cry while I'm away
Cry alone, I've gone away
No more nights, no more pain
I've gone alone, took all my strength
But I've made the change,
I won't see you tonight
So far away, I'm gone. Please don't follow me tonight.
And while I'm gone, everything will be alright.
No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight
No more breath inside
Essence left my heart tonight
You Give Love A Bad Name (Bon Jovi Cover)
by Atreyu
album:
Shot through the heart and you're to blame
Darlin' you give love, a bad name
Fuck you
An angel's smile is what you sell
you promise me heaven, then put me through hell
Chains of love, got a hold on me
when passion's a prison, you can't break free
Whoa!
You're a loaded gun
yeah, whoa...
There's nowhere to run
No one can save me
The damage is done
Shot through the heart
and you're to blame
You give love a bad name
I play my part and you play your game
You give love a bad name
You give love a bad name
You paint that smile on your lips
blood red nails on your fingertips
A school boy's dream, you act so shy
Your very first kiss was your first kiss goodbye
Whoa!
You're a loaded gun
whoa...
There's nowhere to run
No one can save me
The damage is done
Shot through the heart
and you're to blame
You give love a bad name
I play my part and you play your game
You give love a bad name
You give love...
Shot through the heart
and you're to blame
You give love a bad name
I play my part and you play your game
You give love a bad name
Shot through the heart
and you're to blame
You give love a bad name
I play my part and you play your game
You give love a bad name
You give love a bad name
Thank You For The Venom
by My Chemical Romance
album: Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge (2004)
Sister, I'm not much a poet, but a criminal
And you never had a chance
Love it, or leave it, you can't understand
A pretty face, but you do so carry on
And on and on
I wouldn't front the scene if you paid me
I'm just the way that the doctor made me
On and on and on and on
Love is the red of the rose on your coffin door
What's life like, bleeding on the floor, the floor, the floor
You'll never make me leave
I wear this on my sleeve
Give me a reason to believe
[chorus]
So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
To make me ill
You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will
Preach all you want but who's gonna save me
I keep a gun on the book that you gave me
Hallelujah, lock and load
Black is the kiss, the touch of the serpent son
It ain't the mark or the scar that makes you one
And run and run and run
You'll never make me leave
I wear this on my sleeve
Give me a reason to believe
[chorus]
So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
To make me ill
You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will
You'll never make me leave
I wear this on my sleeve
You wanna follow something
Give me a better cause to lead
Just give me what I need
Give me a reason to believe
[chorus 2x]
So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
To make me ill
You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will
| How to make a TheOneInTheShadows |
Ingredients:
3 parts pride
1 part self-sufficiency
1 part instinct |
Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of sadness |
Username:
Personality cocktailFrom
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| Your Life: The Soundtrack |
| Opening credits: | Tears Don't Fall - Bullet For My Valentine |
| Waking up: | Taste of Ink - The Used |
| Average day: | Thank You For The Venom - My Chemical Romance |
| First date: | Love Like Winter - A.F.I. |
| Falling in love: | I Caught Fire (In Your Eyes) - The Used |
| Love scene: | Konstantine - Something Corporate |
| Fight scene: | Break Stuff - Limp Bizkit |
| Breaking up: | (I Hate) Everything About You - Three Days Grace |
| Getting back together: | Saying Sorry - Hawthorne Heights |
| Secret love: | Through The Glass - Stone Sour |
| Life's okay: | I'm Not Okay - My Chemical Romance |
| Mental breakdown: | Animal I Have Become - Three Days Grace |
| Driving: | Sidewalks - Story of the Year |
| Learning a lesson: | Pitiful - Blindside |
| Deep thought: | Behind Blue Eyes - Limp Bizkit |
| Flashback: | Jaded (These years) - Mest |
| Partying: | Ruby Soho - Rancid |
| Happy dance: | Bat Country - Avenged Sevenfold |
| Regreting: | Made Of Scars - Stone Sour |
| Long night alone: | Letters To You - Finch |
| Death scene: | Don't Fear the Reaper - Blue Oyster Cult |
| Closing credits: | Runaway - Linkin Park |
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Last night (July 22) I went to an REO Speedwagon concert with my family, it was a cool concert and it reminds me that I want to put up a list of bands I've seen in concert.
Avenged Sevenfold
Atreyu
Cohhed and Cambria
Eighteen Visions
REO Speedwagon
Aerosmith
Cheaptrick
Brook & Dunn
Deftones
Story of the Year
Thrice
As I Lay Dying
Funeral for a Friend
Greeley Estates
American Eyes
The Receiving End of Sirens
Street Drum Corps
(More soon probobly)
Ok below are some of the icons I like, please refrain from calling me Emo, because in the words of A7X "Label me thats fine I'll be somebody else.."
