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I am 20 stuck in the country trying to make myself bleed...
I am 5'10...167lbs...short black hair...blue/green/yellow eyes (naturally of course)
I really enjoy bloodplay...bloodsex, cutting, branding...anything that produces lots of blood and pain...I always wanted to be tortured...I made my friends promise that if they kill me they will make it slow and painful so that I suffer...

I kiss your lips and taste copper…sweet metallic heaven flowing around my tongue…I feel your heart beating in my palm…excitement flows over my skin…making me crawl from the inside out, just to be nearer to you…sweat glistening on our bodies as we meld into one…keeping our thoughts to ourselves yet sharing every second of this time together…
feeling…touching…wanting…needing….yearning…
craving more…more time…more taste…MORE…
Fire flowing freely…starting in the center and moving to the edge…
abandoning all control…
Searching for a release…desire overtaking all rational thought…breaking your boundaries as we test all options…all twisted possibilities…every last hunger…lingering on this one sensation…


“Shadows in the Dark…”

Sinful needs turn to hidden desires
Heat flowing through my veins
Although you are here you are nowhere to be found
Destroying my inner strength
Overwhelmed with dark thoughts
Wishing things were harder
Secrets unearthed in moments of passion
I realize you are who you claim to be
Night grows darker
Time stands still
Head shaken from a violent predisposition
Eternity never seemed so pleasing
Drinking you in all at once
Aware of your ardor
Ready to explode from within
Keeping you dangerously warped


Total pleasures…

Troth bestowed unto thee
Omitting love for thy sake
Trumpery yet to be forgotten
Armored hearts still bear witness
Language has no barriers on truth
Penetrating deeper in my soul
Leisure thoughts take over
Exemplifying inner heat
Awaken to your being
Slowly pulling toward you
Uttering your name, I exhale
Resting hunger upon your shoulder
Effortless desire kindles my being
Strength holds true in times of need

How evil are you?

You are a Huge Freak! You love sex! You might be a virgin, but you might not be! You think about sex all the time and always imagine having sex...(even if you don't act on it) You like kinky freaky stuff and love experimenting with new things! rarrr get em tiger! Devil Worshipper You've probably been called possessed loads of times, you're pure rebellion, you won't let anyone tell you what to do, and you wouldn't set foot in a Christian church unless to blaspheme it. If anyone was ever stupid Enough to mess with you, you'd probably murder them! Your element is Darkness. You are the truly evil one with a black heart and no soul. People avoid you since you cause so much trouble and enjoy seeing others in pain. You would like nothing more than to rule this earth and be hailed by all. Everyone is annoying and stupid anyway and are a waste of oxygen. You are probably a cast-away from society and family and have had a tough life where you learned to live the hard way. Now you want revenge on your pain and can no longer feel love nor care. You do not wish to befriend anyone and you certainly do not wish to be in love. As a student of having learnt everything the hard way, you tend to be manipulative when you want something for yourself. In your head there is only you that matters, and why shouldn't it? No one cares about you so why should you? In school you probably ditch classes and go somewhere else instead of sitting in a classroom. It is not that you are stupid, because you're probably very smart, but everyone annoy you. And having to sit in the same room, breathing the same air as your enemies is not desired by you. Your Deadly Sins Lust: 100% Envy: 60% Wrath: 60% Sloth: 40% Pride: 20% Gluttony: 0% Greed: 0% Chance You'll Go to Hell: 40% You'll die from overexertion. *wink* How Sinful Are You? You need adventures. Real life has been very boring for you and you can't help but dream away. Nothing is exciting or fascinating in your life and can't understand why it all is so dull. You like having fun, but are probably not a bouncing person because of that. There is a probability that you either like to read/watch fantasy or similar genres, or have a creative side that lets you release your fantasy world. What Do You Need in Your Life? [dark pics] brought to you by Quizilla