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I'm Louis Lilley.I'm ghostly pale.And I just want to say, don't live life and make the wrong choices. Life is too short. It slips by us more and more every day. I'm just trying to enjoy what little bit of happiness is in store for my life. I'm trying not to let the past bring me down. It's just a past of mistakes and regrets. But we can't change the past. We can only look to a bright future. I wish I could take many things back. But I can't. So I'm living just for me now. Only myself to look out for. Music is my life, my therapy, my passion, my love. Lyrics are what drive my soul. I love going to concerts. I could go to one every night for the rest of my life. I want to live my life on the road. I want to see new things every day. I'm confusing and I know it. If you can't handle that I am human and that I am going to make mistakes, then don't even bother talking to me. I confuse myself way more then I do you. I trust to easily, but I'm often skeptical. I love to make people laugh. I'm very outspoken sometimes it gets me into trouble.I hate being bored. I'm nice but do have a little bit of a mean streak but who doesn't.
I go to South Park High unlike some people I actually like it I have a bunch of friends who I just couldn't dream of leaving if I ever left there.I'm usually an extremely happy person and I love to make people laugh and I'm not usually a very judgmental person. Well if you want to know anymore about me then you know what to do! I love to listen to music(rock,heavy metal, etc...) and write poems.

I make my mistakes without your permission their are only a few people that i couldn't survive in this world without music. It's my therapy. I love imagination. I'm a very abnormal person. I care for my friends and family. saying shit about them. It won't be pretty. I don't automatically trust you. it must be earned I'm open. most of the time blunt. I dress and act how I want to. I set my own times in life. I don't give a shit what people think of me.>.< I love literature,art,english,and living. I don't have good social skills as in, I'm shy. Only until you get to know me though. I can be the sweetest, nicest person but try not to get on my bad side ^_^! I'm straightedge. And happy about it, if you're not happy about it. Oh well. And if you're not straightedge... Oh well. Your choice. =D! Don't label me. Talk to me if you'd like. I'd like meeting new people. So go ahead and talk away! Leave me a comment or a message I'll get back to them.
I sing a lot but I’m not too good.I've been known to have a colorful vocabulary. I tend to say sorry over the silliest things.I love to sing and dance at random.Some songs make me cry.Some poems do too. I would drop dead for a girl who would sing a love song for me. I don't think highly of myself at all.I'm very immature most of the time.I luv going to concerts.I hate my life.I don't care if your not like your my stalker or anything.... or are you? I'm watching you j/k [Hate is easy;Love takes courage].If you know my friends they will tell you i'm ether annoying(because there annoying back sometimes.)

If you think i'm weird I don't care.
This is the me that I really want to be.....
I'm not evil.
I'm just me.



I may be goth
But that doesn’t make me a FREAK.
I may wear black
But why do you even NOTICE?
I might have cut
But that was only ONE TIME.
I may act depressed but
Why do you even CARE?
You notice that I cry
But you will never understand my TEARS.
You may as well be one of them
Who made me this WAY?
I wish I were dead
Why does this trouble YOU?

It’s almost as if you LOVE ME.
But I’m failing to see WHY?
You protect me and you stay by my side
But why would someone do that FOR ME?
I’m just broken and dead
There’s nothing left to HELP.
I’m lost inside this bitterness but
You try to help me ANYWAY.
I try to push you away
But you come right BACK
Then I notice I’m not
Fighting you ANYMORE

That I’m starting to let you IN
I let you mend my wounds
Now I can’t IGNORE YOU.
I may be goth but you love me anyway; and I’m glad for that.