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Romania, Galati




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I am all in a sea of wonders. I doubt. I fear. i think strange things which I dare not confess to my own soul. God keep me, if only for the sake of those dear to me!


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I am Alexandra; and I bid you welcome

Welcome to my profile! Enter freely and of your own will!

Come freely. Go safely; and leave something of the happiness you bring


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I come from The Land of Moldavia (not Republic of Moldavia, but from a region of Romania), once one of the Romanian Lands, which got united later. Those Lands where The Land of Moldavia, Wallachia and The Land of Transylvania, where Count Dracula comes from.

Transylvania (Romanian Transilvania), region in central Romania, before 1918 a part of Austria-Hungary. The region is an elevated plateau entirely surrounded by the Transylvanian Alps, a range of the Carpathian Mountains. The mountains curve around the region like a wall and in various places spread over the land. The chief rivers are tributaries of the Tisza. The terrain is suitable for growing fruits, cereal grains, and sugar beets. Wine is also produced, and livestock is raised. Transylvania is rich in minerals, including gold, silver, salt, and coal.
Part of the Roman province of Dacia, the region became part of the kingdom of Hungary in 1003. In 1526, after the defeat of Hungary by the Turks, Transylvania became a separate principality under the protection of the Turkish sultan. Austria, which had previously claimed Transylvania, obtained possession of the region by the Treaty of Karlowitz in 1699, which concluded war between Austria and Turkey. In 1765 the region was made a grand principality of Austria and in 1849 an Austrian crown land, but it was reunited with the Hungarian Kingdom in 1867 upon the formation of the dual monarchy of Austria-Hungary. Transylvania became a part of Romania in December 1918 following World War I. Hungary persisted in claiming the area because of its large population of Magyars, who form the major ethnic group in Hungary. In 1940, during World War II, by the Italo-German award of August 30, the northern part of Transylvania, including 44,030 sq km (17,000 sq mi) with a population of 2,700,000, was given to Hungary. Following the war the ceded area was returned to Romania. Today, the majority of ethnic Hungarians in Romania live in the region of Transylvania. Area, about 62,160 sq km (about 24,000 sq mi).


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The history of the well-known Count Dracula

The Baragau Mountains, situated between the rivers called Somesul Mare and Somesul Mic (The Big Somes and The Small Somes) and Bistrita Baragaului is a great sight with very pictoresque landscapes, with big forests and gentil summits, which make them easy of access. From the end of the XIXth century, this romanian carpatian area obtained a world wide renow and a certain veil of mystery. In 1897, the Irish-man Bram Stoker published the novel “Dracula”, a fiction where vampirism, horror and suspance are the main atributes of the narrative

The novel “Dracula” gave birth to a fantastical character who lives his adventures in the legendary background of Transylvania of the end of the XIXth century. The author was never interesed by the writing of a historical novel, but he was just searching for a fabulous place where he could place his fiction.
The great hold on the public of the novel establishes a great Dracula myth, which conquered the whole world, myth which was extended also in cinematography (more than 200 films), journalism and tourism. Nowadays there are even “Dracula fan clubs”

Although the Count vampire Dracula from the novel of Bram Stoker has nothing to deal with Vlad Tepes Dracula, for the most forneigner tourists the two characters overlap.
There are even some historians who advanced some opinions which belittled the personality of Vlad Tepes, saying that the name Dracula was given for the cruel actions of the hospodar.
In Romanian history, the hospodar Vlad the II th (1448. 1456-1462. 1476) is known as Vlad Tepes. This nickname is due to the frequent utilization of a terrible penalty: he was sticking the evildoners (alive) in slivers, and let them die in dreadful torments (Tepes Teapa=Sliver)
The name Dracula arises from his father’s nickname, Vlad the I st , known as the founder of the Draculescu family (Drac=Devil). In 1431, during his visit at Nurnberg, as the guest of Sigismund of Luxemburg, Vlad the I st received the title of Knight of Crusader Order of the Dragon (Ordinis Draconis). The symbol of that title was a necklace which was up-holding a dragon. For the Christianity, the dragon is the spirit of evil and the power of the demon. It is supposed that the name Dracul (the name of Vlad the I st) and then Dracula (the mane of his son, Vlad the II nd) arises from this symbol of the Dragon’s Order.


...For all that... it is said that before Death came for his soul, he made a pact with the Devil, and in exchange of eternal life, he gave Him his soul...and became a “living dead”,a so-called Vampire

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About Cneajna

Cneajna's mortal existence was born into the noble house of Tsepesh. Heiress by birth, she was educated in the ways of court, diplomacy, and strict codes of her family's traditional laws within the castle walls of the Dracul empire at the tender age 15 when her fall from grace brought her into the eternal darkness. Cneajna was denied those simple pleasures and the love and knowing of her parents and any other form of intimacy that would otherwise be gifted, and replaced by the ruthless and manipulative teachings instilled by the Dracul.Therein this perverse and lonesome life, her loyalties' admiration remained fixed. Deceptive, malicious, manipulative, and cunningly murderous is this woman whose eyes reflected nothing of compassion nor care for the mortal world or any other living or dead thing ...save..her Own family and blood. Her beauty is beyond exquisite, a masterpiece of perfection sculpted by the hands of Ureil....but within all that she is and all that she has accomplished, Cneajna remains very much alone and always is she longing for answers which might fill the void of the unknown, always searching for that which would complete her..


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 The final stage of Sadness: There is no difference between tears and stones. The Heart becomes a rock, and the Blood skating rink for the devils- My Lord! Have you got any places left in Paradise?

 Everything that yells for life in me, asks me to give up my faith in God. And what does not man do for his Life...

 There is a threshold of Bitterness. Once reached, you do not have the possibility to find comfort in Illusions or to mistify yourself with Phantoms anymore. From that moment, the Lucidity envenoms pitiless, yearning his prey. The Bitterness becomes the substance of every day, and all the feelings link monotonously like a chain of incurable griefs...

 Life is to filled with Death for Death to bring Life something new.

 After you have been thinking very much of Death and only of Death, you arrive to think that perhaps you have lost your time with a colosal lie. Being above Death, the truth under you can only be a hoax...

 Only God shall pray for the one within there is nothing left to die.

 The soud of violin is the sound made by the opening Gate of Paradise. Which is the right comparison for an angel’s sigh?

 Life has something of an ending spring. A coffin hanged by the stars, a rotten virginity, a floral vice. This mixture of grave-yard and paradise...


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Fav bands:
Cradle Of Filth
Amorphis
Dark Sanctuary
After Forever
Silentium
Adorned Brood
Elend
Theatre Of Tragedy
Anathema
My Dying Bride
Agathodaimon
Dimmu Borgir
Catamenia
Metallica
Iron Maiden
Black Sabbath
Stratovarius
Queensryche


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Fav Romanian bands:
Trooper
Iris
Cargo


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Fav Guitar Players
Joe Satriani
Steve Vai
Yngwie Johann Malmsteen
Kirk Hammett(Metallica)
Slash (GNR)


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Songs that I love


Jay Gordon of Orgy - Slept So Long

Walking
Waiting
Alone without a care
And Hoping
And Hating
Things I can't bear

Did you think it's cool
To walk right up
And take my life
And fuck it up
Well did you?
Well did you?

I see hell in your eyes
Taken in by surprise(surprise)
Touching you makes me feel alive
Touching you makes me die inside

Walking, Waiting
Alone without a care
And Hoping
And Hating
Things I can't bear

Did you think it's cool
To walk right up
To take my life
And fuck it up
Well did you?

I hate you!

I see hell in your eyes
Taken in by surprise
And touching you makes me feel alive
Touching you makes me die inside

I've slept so long without you
It's tearing me apart too
How'd it get this far
Playing games with this old heart
I've killed a million petty souls
But I couldn't kill you

I've slept so long without you

I see hell in your eyes
Taken in by surprise
Touching you makes me feel alive
Touching you made me die inside


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Agathodaimon - Body Of Clay

Cry with my tears
Cry with my pain
Still in the cold
Neverending rain
With one of your kisses
My words you'd freeze
From one of your kisses
My bleeding would cease
Shed all my tears
The flood devours all
The earth, us, rushing...
A shy, whispered call
Death becomes angels
Who won't turn away
Defying all my yearing
And my body of clay
Cry with my crying
You end up like (a) mole
Death loves the angels
Retired into my soul
As I'm drained and welken
My last wish I sigh
Let me be, darling
Tears in your eye


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Anathema- A Natural Disaster

its been a long cold winter without you
i've been crying on the inside over you
just slipped through my fingers as life turned away
its been a long cold winter since that day

its hard to find
hard to find
hard to find the strength now but i try
and I don't want to
don't want to
don't want to speak now
of what's gone by
Cos no matter what i say
no matter what i do
i cant change what happened
No matter what i say
no matter what i do
i cant change what happened

You just slipped through my fingers
and i feel so ashamed
You just slipped through my fingers
and i have paid

Cos no matter what i say
no matter what i do
i cant change what happened
No matter what i say
no matter what i do
i cant change what happened
no no I can't change

just slipped through my fingers
and i feel so ashamed
You just slipped through my fingers
and i have paid.


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After Forever-Imperfect Tenses
Why can't they see?
They're to blame, I can't forgive
It left a permanent mark behind,
My weakness, my strength

I'm waiting for the perfect sign
To reveal what lies inside
There's no lie in trying,
Why do you fear me?

Why can't you see?
There's neither blame nor forgiveness
Be strong by being susceptible,
And don't quail; your frankness is your strength
And shows their weakness

I'm / Your waiting for the perfect sign
To reveal what lies inside
There's no lie in trying
Why do you fear me?

Why should I fear you?
An open heart is just as confronting as honesty!

Why can't I forgive?
You must stop to condemn the past

Why can't this fear be my guide?
It will be your strength if you dare

There's no blame in my life
Nor forgiveness for the pain

I will show them!
Let them know who you are!
This is my/your perfect revelation


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Metallica - Fade to Black

Life it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters, no one else
I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things not what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Cannot stand this hell I feel
Emptiness is filling me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now he's gone

No one but me can save myself, but it's too late
Now I can't think, think why I should even try

Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death greets me warm, now I will just say goodbye


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Metallica - One

I can't remember anything
Can't tell if this is true or dream
Deep down inside I feel to scream
This terrible silence stops me
Now that the war is through with me
I'm waking up, I cannot see
That there's not much left of me
Nothing is real but pain now
Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please God, wake me


Back in the womb it's much too real
In pumps life that I must feel
But can't look forward to reveal
Look to the time when I'll live
Fed through the tube that sticks in me
Just like a wartime novelty
Tied to machines that make me be
Cut this life off from me
Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please God, wake me
Now the world is gone I'm just one
Oh God, help me hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please God, help me
Darkness imprisoning me
all that I see
absolute horror
I cannot live
I cannot die
trapped in myself
body my holding cell
Landmine has taken my sight
taken my speech
taken my hearing
taken my arms
taken my legs
taken my soul
left me with life in hell


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Metallica - My Friend Of Misery

You just stood there screaming
fearing no one was listening to you
they say the empty can rattles the most
The sound of your own voice must smoothe you
hearing only what you want to hear
and knowing only what you've heard
You you're smothered in tragedy
you're out to save the world

Misery
you insist that the weight of the world
should be on your shoulders
Misery
there's much more to life than what you see
My friend of misery

You still stood there screaming
No one caring about these words you tell
my friend before your voice is gone
One man's fun is another's hell
these time are sent to try men's souls
but something's wrong with all you see
Yoy you'll take it on all yourself
remember, misery loves company

Misery
you insist that weight of the world
should be on your shoulders
Misery
there's much more to life than what you see
My friend of misery

You just stood there screaming
My friend of misery


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Period Goth
Period Goth


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Beautiful
You are a beautiful vampire...You may use your
beauty to get what you want, but most likely
wi;ll not seduce them...but, then again, you
never know...either way, you are the pick of
the litter. Live fast, die beautiful.


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Black Goth
You Are A Black Goth. You Are Evil And Only Depend
On Your Self.


What Color Goth Are You?
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Black Goth
You Are A Black Goth. You Are Evil And Only Depend
On Your Self.


What Color Goth Are You?
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Take the quiz: "What Kind of Soul Do You Retain?"

Dark
You haven't lived an all-so-ahppy life, and it's taken it's toll. Malice and cynicsm rotate around all your thoughts, and you are always prepared for the worst.

HASH(0x8b2bd88)
The Dark Sorcerer- You can conjur black or
destructive magic at will, your purpose is for
revenge even if it means blood will be spilt-
But be careful what goes around comes around


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Your A Gothic Vampire Of Water..
Your A Gothic Vampire Of Water...


What Elemental Gothic Vampire are you?
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NewRomantic
Classic New Romantic: You are the gothest of the
Goth, your pale skin and raven hair fool
mourners into thinking you are a living ghost
as you slink around a graveyard with your
sketch book. You are the epitome of the scene;
you listen to the right music, wear beautifully
tailored gowns and are intelligent enough to
hold your own against normal people who accuse
you of being Satanic. You have a tight circle
of friends who you do everything with and they
understand when you need time alone. You see
beauty where others see dirt, you're creative
flair will lead you down paths that only people
can dream about. You seem unapproachable but
that is just your icy exterior, there are times
when you open up, most often when you've had
more wine than usual! You wear your dark cape
and gothic jewelled chokers with a regal air
you were born with. Your motto is "There
is beauty in darkness"


What is your style of Gothic Beauty?
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Take the quiz: "What kind of eyes do you have?"

Mysterous/Hidden
Your eyes are mysterour or hidden. You never like to go out and meet new people. You never trust anyone untill you have know them for years. you never talk to your parents about anything at all, and you neve tell your friends everything that you should. They say they care about you, but you think they just want something from you. Sooner or latter in life you know you will find that one true friend.

darkangelic
I'll bet you expected this answer. You already knew
you were a DARK ANGELIC, didn't you? You
are similar to a demon but slightly different
in that you don't revel in evil...you revel in
pleasure. Your wings resemble an angel's but if
that's so then you are a Fallen Angel - your
love of sin caused you to be cast from the
Heavens. They are black as raven wings and are
nearly as dark as your desires. You are
faithless and love it - you believe there is no
Judgement Day to fear and so you can do what
you want! You have a refined concept of what is
sexy and a slightly chaotic sense of 'fun.' In
fact, you love chaos and view much of what you
do as a game. You are typically attracted to
those that will challenge your mind, power, and
wit...and are 'dangerous' people like you. It's
not unlikely that you are bisexual or at least
open to the concept, because you seek
excitement and passion everywhere and in
everyone. Chances are you have a special talent
for magick - you're a powerful being and you
know what you want. Like a Serpent of Eden you
like to try your powers of seduction and
manipulation, though your intent is rarely to
cause harm. You have a deep, dark sense of art
and/or poetry, because your mind is a deep,
dark place. While typically smirking, amused,
and sarcastic, you are capable of severe
revenge and a passion and intensity unrivaled
by any other. In your eyes life is for
enjoyment and pleasure - nothing else. If
you're not having fun in your own twisted way,
you're not happy. You are easily bored with the
vast majority of people. You are most likely
drawn towards the Gothic subculture and
probably adore Goth music, art, and style. Many
people look down on your seemingly careless
lifestyle and may even consider you 'slutty'.
Not true. You just know you're sexy and you're
damn proud of it. Dark Angels have an outlook
most like Satanists - loving sin and looking to
none but themselves for power. Congratulations!
You're my kindred spirit. As far as I'm
concerned - you know what life is REALLY about.
Have fun...Muahaha.

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Sexy-like Vampire
Sexy-like Vampire


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Tender Kiss
The tender kiss is the feeling where you can be anywhere and show your feelings.
Dream, the third of The Endless, you are in charge of the Dreaming, all imagination and creativity, everyone knows your beautiful realm, but none truly understand it. You are dark and%2
Dream, the third of The Endless, you are in charge
of the Dreaming, all imagination and
creativity, everyone knows your beautiful
realm, but none truly understand it. You are
dark and brooding, creative, and spend a lot of
time by yourself, just thinking. You are almost
as serious as Destiny, but not quite. Everyone
is enchanted by you, but you keep them all at a
distance, even when you shouldn't.


Which Endless are you?
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Aphrodite
Aphrodite/Eros


?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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Mystery
E:

Your Beauty lies
in Mystery. Captivating, mysterious and alone. You
are the girl in the little
black number that no one seems to know, the eternal
mystery girl. You make it a
point to never let anyone know more about you than
you want them to and do a
very good job of it. You're there one minute and
gone the next leaving them in
wonder of who you really are. A mature and normally
calm individual, quiet and
enjoy spending many hours of the day on your own,
most likely preferring night
to day . You love the dark and some may find you a
bit strange. You seem to be
rather distant and cold making hard for people to
get close to you, though you
probably like the distance they usually keep. You
probably wear make-up, but
concentrate more around your eyes than anything.
You know the effect you have
and enjoy keeping people in wonder.



Some Things
That Represent You:



Element:
Dark, Water Animal: Panther Color:
Black, Maroon, Dark
Tones Song: In The Shadows by The Rasmus
Expression:
Sly Smile



Gemstone:
Black Diamond Mythological Creature: Demon,
Vampire Planet: Venus
Hair Color: Black Eye Color:
Garnet



Quote:
"In the shadows for all time."




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You are a sire! You protect your vampire family at
any costs (sides your life of corse.) You Vamp
anyone you think may help your family become
stronger. You have one favorite childe (they
probably have sex with you dont they?) You lead
and protect your family. You love getting
worshiped and love the attention of the younger
vampires.


What would your vampire Status be?
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Wraith
Wraith: Death has claimed you, but you can not move
on just yet. Something has kept you from moving
on to your final destination. Even in death,
you still have ways of affecting and
communicating with the living, however your
resources are rather limited. The only way for
you to continue your shadow of an existence is
to feed off the negative emotions of others,
and/or to receive energy from the ties that
keep you tethered to this mortal realm. These
ties are your life blood, your true treasure,
and you would guard them with every fiber of
your being when needed to.


What type of World of Darkness Creature Are You?
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Blue info
Your Heart is Blue


What Color is Your Heart?
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Well well well, the old fashioned 17th century vampire, one of my faves. You look for the good things in life, you posses a lot of classical class, and follow that of the original%2
Well well well, the old fashioned 17th century
vampire, one of my faves. You look for the good
things in life, you posses a lot of classical
class, and follow that of the original
vampires, you have no shame in what you are,
infact you embrace it, you love it and wouldn't
have it any other way. Your wealth is
unspeakable and your way of luring people with
your mystical ways and looks is amazing, and
most people would often call you The
Seductress. Please rate this quiz!


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lestat
lestat


The Ultimate Anne Rice Vampire Character Selection
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pic
You are Lilith. Only a stake or sun will kill the
beast, for on a victims blood you will feast.


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MEET MY FRIEND!

Yo loser!

Don't come any closer!

I'll rip you into pieces
If you touch my friend,
Miserya!

This is a kick a$$ profile by the way!



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