People always call me a Bitch. Maybe so, but I did not turn into this alone. It's people who like to step all over me like I am nothing who have made me like this. My attitude is my shield that I carry with me to protect me.....from you!
I am very emotional, dramatic and just plain crazy!
IT'S ALWAYS ABOUT ME! ME! ME!
I work too damn much...for nothing. The circle of bullshit in my life never seems to end. When it rains, it pours. When shit is going good, somebody will step in and FUCK IT UP!!!
I AM A CONTROL FREAK !!!
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I HATE TO BE HURT BY LOVE.
BROKEN
Blinded by what I thought was love.
My heart stolen like a cheap toy.
Broken to no end.
Useful no more.
Tossed away like garbage.
Incoherently calling your name.
You don't answer.
You've left me.
For things you will not explain clearly.
Yet,
I still want you,
need you,
love you.
** Please feel free to read my journal for more**
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I like to listen to all types of music like:
All American Rejects
Anna Nalick
Black Eyed Peas
Coheed & Cambria
D4L
Death Cab for Cutie
Fall Out Boy
Gorillaz's
H.I.M.
Howie Day
ICP
Il Divo
Kelly Clarkson
Korn
Mariah Carey
Mary J.Blige
Nelly
Nickelback
P.O.D.
Puddle of Mudd
Rob Thomas
Seether
Staind
Yellowcard
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You were mesmerizing from the very beginning
Showering me with your kindness
I was unsure why you picked me
There was nothing I could offer you but myself
Before long, you captured my heart
And I was more than happy to let you take it
You overpowered me with your charm
And I offered you my soul
Sometimes I think you came to rescue my heart
And bring euphoria to my life
To rescue and release me from my melancholy existence
You captivate me with your words
And seduce me with your voice
You have given me nothing but pleasure
In every sense of the word
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You have given me every bit of happiness that I could have imagined.
There is light in my eyes where darkness used to be.
And a beat in my heart where stillness once lay.
My sadness has nearly disappeared.
And it’s all because of the love you have given me.
You give me your love unconditionally.
My faults don’t seem so apparent when I am with you.
I no longer feel so empty and alone, but complete and happy.
I would trade nothing of what I have with you,
Yet, I would give up everything to keep it.
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Meditation does not belong to any religion, and meditation is not a belief.
It is a pure science of the inner.
Learning to be silent, learning to be watchful, learning to be a witness;
learning that you are not the mind, but something beyond --
the consciousness -- will prepare you to receive truth.
Osho
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| How to make a Maria |
Ingredients:
3 parts pride
1 part crazyiness
3 parts ego |
Method:
Stir together in a glass tumbler with a salted rim. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of sadness |
