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I miss you,and yet no words come forth from my lips,
they know not what you long to hear.
Or even if you want to hear anything from me at all.
Tis all Hollow's Eve and it's cold,
not the cold from the wind outside, but the coldness of my heart.
As it knows not if you even hear it beating anymore.
I know it pumps blood that is warm,
but none of this warmth seems to reach me..
My soul,my heart ,all seem void and empty of anything.
I miss you,and am afraid to even type the words to you,
will you just make some joke so the words won't seem serious.
So you won't have to admit or deny you feel the same.
I miss you,and I shall miss you for the rest of my life.
For life seems so incredibly cold without you.
I miss you, and these words will never reach a mail to be opened they will simply die here.
I miss you,it's truly amazing how one person can illuminate centuries of darkness with just a few words.
I miss you, and my words lie silent now, as I know they will fall on deaf ears and a deaf heart.
I miss you, I truly would give my soul for just one moment with you,
to hear words of love.
I miss you,yer voice always had a way of warming me, all enveloping me with love and comfort.
I miss you,and the way you could always make me laugh even when I didn't want to.
I miss you,the sun is rising now, but it sheds no warmth on my skin,
only you could ever do that.
I miss you,nothing is the same without you, nothing..
the very air that you charged with yer presence..
is now just a cold breeze.
The strong arms that once held me, are sadly absent.
I miss you, and every waking moment my thoughts are of you,
even if they are just of the past, at least I can escape there and forget about this pain that haunts my every waking moment.
I miss you, can you hear me...how many times must I scream yer name,
will the wind carry my voice to you this night, or will my screams simply die on the night wind once again.
This night especially, when all that sleep will awaken...will not yer heart...
I miss you..
© Nocturnis Orchid (2006)
copywritten and not to be copied without express permission of the author
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