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Hello to everyone out there who is willing to help or is just curious. I am having a bit of a crisis...my cold heart has fell in love!
Here's the story:
In 8th grade (last year) I met this kid Eli. Him and I went out all 4th quarter and half way through summer until I realized that I loved him. You know that feeling that you get when you feel something new? Yeah, that was me, and I was scared shitless! Because I loved him, he could hurt me ( he would never do that, but I was scared all the same). The ones I love always hurt me, so that had an influence. So what did I do...I broke up with him! Then in the second week of 9th grade, we got back together. The same thing happened. Then is happened a third time, but it was different. I was so scared by my feelings that I started to say I hated him so that my subconscious would start forgetting him. Problem was it didn't work, and then word got to him that I was saying stuff like that. For two months we didn't talk until I called and we made up and became friends. Now I'm ready to show him my true feelings towards him, but I'm scared about hurting him again and I wonder if he'll take me back.
What should I do?

hgonestly, you should not mess with peoples feelings, i have had this happen to me. And it has caused me all kinds of hassle, to the point of a failed overdose and a nasty razor blade addiction.. You're lucky he speaks to you.. you will of messed him up alot and he will now become like you, find it hard to love someone and trust them. (i could go no, but i won't)

yeah...its very hard for me to find someone who like me for who i am and shyt

I think you should become a Nun, restrain from any form of relationship with humans and except this fate....

mm you love him, youre scared...understandable...but that doesn't excuse the fact that you've hurt him in the process. you were only thinking of yourself (many people are like that) and that is a little selfish...
although you didnt mean for that to happen, it did...i think now you should accept the consequences. if you want him back, be sure and very positive you wont do what you did again. gain his trust back and show him your true self instead of hiding it in the shadows. it isnt healthy. trust me my dear, i speak from experience.
you're young, love is abundant.
youre also walking on thin ice here, because you run the risk of him nto taking you back.

i wish you luck, and remember...think wisely...and think twice before you make decision that will also affect another's life.

*hugs & kisses*

Just talk to him, don't hide what you feel, its bad. At least for me...Scary stuff love is. When I knew I was I guess youd say inlove with my bf I told him or I told him I thought I was falling inlove with him, needless to say he told me the same thing, he said he would have told me sooner but didn't want to scare me away, I say go for it and time will tell how things will go

ummm ur in 8th grade??? meaning ur how old?????

sorry, but i just can't understand someone that age being able to truely say they are in love, and meaning and feeling exactly what that is....

And to say you've hurt him they way u have three times now. I'd say you have a comitment issue, but your afraid of being alone, and you know he likes u so, you know he will get back together with you.

ah puppy luv hehehehehe

lol antania

Unless you're absolutely positive you've become mature enough since then to not break up with him again, stay away and spare the poor boy.