Seriously now. I'm the type to say I don't believe in love anymore. I'm the type that is confused bout love at first sight. I'm the type that doesn't know about soulmates, basicly given up. I'm the type that is easily hurt and yet very guarded now. SO tell me, what are these feelings I have now. I must be going insane. My heart drives me nuts.
When I cuddled with him my heart skipped a bit my breathing slowed. When we touched hands the first time I urged to want to hold it. When we first saw each other, I really wanted to be next to him. When I first met him I felt I knew him. When I first told him of someone dream walking in my dreams and how they looked and everything...I feel it's him. When I hung out with him the day was perfect. When he left for home, I felt complete for the first time. Even now. Even though I'm supposed to have all this drama going on to me, I'm complete. I'm not as stressed as I should be.
I want his touch, I want to kiss, I want to hold and be held.
I've been confused before, but never like this. I've thought it was love before, but never like this. I've always had my heart broken...but now....what is it that I feel? I think I'm going insane from my heart.
Does anyone else believe in love at first sight? And what happens when you can't get together when you first meet due to other relationships? How are you supposed to react....is it love or lust? or both? I really really am confused, yet complete. He's perfect. I feel I've known him forever. Yet at the same time...I'm lost as to why I feel this way when usually I'm smart I know a lot. I usually know my own feelings...but now, I don't know. I must be insane.
