There is so many people walking around the world today, feeling like I do. Dead inside. Numb. Afraid to feel anymore. Don't think just because I feel this way that I am weak. It makes me stronger. People with cold hearts and treacherous ways, get thier justly dues. Who ever hurts, shall hurt 3 folds. So much pain in the world. We spread it like a desease. We touch peoples lives and leave them contaminated, tainted. There is not a one among of us who hasnt been hurt, or hurt someone else. Destruction the way of man.
I truly am sorry that you are dead like you say you are. I myself try to have an aspect of life that I could be worse off then others. I have my life, my family and my friends. People don't like me for who I am then thats there problem I like me and I am not trying to impress no one but me. I hope that things get better for you. ^_^
sorry you feel the way you do and have felt that way myself for many years. it is never a pleasant feeling and can bring you way down and destroy any kind of happiness you may have or want. I do hope things get better for you soon.
I think there is so much out there today it is all overwhelming. I have been in the darkest depths fighting my soul for truth and justice. spent 3 months in a coma Just couldnt handle the pressures of society and vileness this world holds anymore. But now I see it is a choice to let those things rule you and your life. There is always going to be some sort of evil in this world no matter what. rude, vile treacherous people no matter where you go. I dont ecpect much of this world but I do look for the simplicities which make it so much easier to bear. Not everything is gong to be easy you just need to figure a way to adapt and cope and make YOUR life worth going on for.
My depression is the most faithful mistress I have known -- no wonder, then, that I return the love. SOREN KIERKEGAARD
Good humor is a tonic for mind and body. It is the best antidote for anxiety and depression. It is a business asset. It attracts and keeps friends. It lightens human burdens. It is the direct route to serenity and contentment." Grenville Klaiser
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