Should I kill my Self?
Do I really make a difference with everyone?
Am I liked?
Do I keep f@cking up, or is it just in my head?
Do the people who say they love me really love me? (I know my Mother, and Father, and my real blood relatives do.)
What do you think I should do?
And if you were in your most darkest place in your life would you do the same?
This belong in your journal. Also if you really need help then you need to seek a professional. People on VR are not the people you want to seek this kind of advice from.