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I wake up I make every one dinner I go to work.... I come home I sit on the sofa.... I watch TV for an hour, and go back to bed.



This is what life is going to be now....



Sound exciting?



No no it is not.... I'm tired so very freaking tired....

So I get the new job, and I go about setting up my benifits package to includ her.... while I'm at work I text her she simply says shes gone out.... right away I know where shes gone and with who.... of course then shes locked out of the house and The Boy is forced to WAIT around with her till i get home.... she gets out of his van and he takes off like a bat out of hell.



I come in i find empty coffee cups.... I asked dad this morning if any one came in here and he said no.... but she did leave in a van.... while cleaning up this morning I find a empty discarded condom rapper.... I just look at her and say.... whats this doing here she says she was blowing it up like a balloon.... uh huh.....



Now shes gone and gotten her self ready to go out to the store but only making a phone call to guess who.... where he must of asked her if I was pissed..... cuz she said Oh yeah he is fucking pissed!



You go out to get a job to keep a house to keep a car to do the right things..... then the person your living with who is sapose to be with you goes out for 8+ hours with another guy who she has history with while your at work.... and apparently I'm not sapose to be pissed off???



I knew this was going to happen but part of me was hopeing not.... why is she still living here? why don't the two of them just get togeather and get over it????



I don't know



But I feel days like this that she should not be here, and I'm just wasteing my time. This is not a relationship.... I'm just the guy your living with.... he'es who you go to for fun not me I'm not your flavor of fun :(

The past mostly 2 weeks have been quite and not so at the same time. She had her gaul bladder removed, and spent most of the first week in a lot of pain.... besides one of her female friends and her mom no one else came near here....



It was only of course the first time I go back to work and she was at her moms house did of course The Boy show up over there.... mostly The Boy seems to have gotten the hint.... and is off apparently having Orgy's with other attention starved me me me look at me me me people.



Me I'm back at my new / old job.... yeah first call center I ever worked in.... back supporting good old Comcast.... and on the working inside end of it I have to say I really don't mind working for them as a client, and mostly the tech issues are really not that hard for someone with my skills to deal with. If anything after all I've been through going back to client support help desk stuff is more a vacation at this point then anything.



Yup for the most part the peace and quite continues.

Last night was hell.... this morning I feel like I had the crap kicked out of myself.... could not sleep.... and had the consent feeling of wanting to vomit all last night.



Now I just feel drained and my head feels all fuzzy and not right :\



Tomorrow she goes for her surgery.... I guess I go to and sit in there, and wait.... but I hate going to those places.... mostly because I am overly aware of places when I walk into them.... medical places more so.... there are more lost confused souls wandering around in a hospital then any place else.... why do I have a feeling this is going to be like that trip to a childs cancer ward I did once.... (shivers)

When I dropped her off at work this morning I had no idea what I was in for.... then again neather did she. Apparently several time's over the past week The Boy went into her work looking for her.... once to show off a new long leather coat.... and once for some other reason that well we don't know why....



From the New Guy's POV at the store this is how he VIEWED The Boy.... he saw this guy looking so GOTH METAL stomping into the store all done up to the 9's, and walking like he had a purpose and with a look on his face of "if you get in my way I'll stomp your dice" he came in ran around the store then DEMANDED "IS SHE WORKING WHERE IS SHE" the New Guy knows I'm with her..... so The Boy's appearance took him by surprize.... but The New Guy at work said the clincher was when Mr "The Boy" Uber Fucking Importent..... stormed out of the store.... and got behind the wheel of his baby blue soccer mom mini van and tour out of the parking lot....



Another clerk said he was accosted also this week by The Boy.... who walked up to him all self importent and demanding to know IS SHE WORKING WHERE IS SHE.... in wich case dude laughed out loud at the boy and pointed out.... "man why do you want to know.... who the hell are you to come stomping in here like you own the place looking as rediculas as you do and DEMANDING to know if I know where she is like your god".



Needless to say The New Guy and the other clerk both where laughing muchly and pointing out how losery he acted and looked to the point SHE could not contain her self any more and went into a fit of laughter "its true its so true he really is that self importent".



To see The Boy? Well imagen Dib from Invader Zim except trying to be cyber goth.... while also having a nasty addiction to BATMAN.... basically he is so over the top.... you cant take him serious.... and yet he thinks he is GODS GIFT TO ALL WOMAN KIND... but then loudy bitchs on public forms about how he is all that but yet WHY is he not getting layed.... following up with the you all know you want me you love me yada yada yada only to get himself laughed at by most girls he knows.





This Is The Boy.... this is what I have to deal with who wont leave us the hell alone.... mind you at least in my car that mini van can't catch up or follow me ^.^

We'll she brought the whole mess up with her mom.... and her mom put it to her like this.... she had a male friend who was like The Boy once.... and of course her Man would have none of it eather so her mom had to make a choice to.... her mom basically said whats more importent your friend whos moving away eventually any how or the person you think you want to spend the rest of your life with?



Needless to say The Boy has not been calling much.... she does not call The Boy or text The Boy.... The Boy has not been near the house....



I've taken to returning to cleaning up the family estate.... ( realized yesterday its taken 2 and 1/2 years to clean this place to this point ) and painting and stuff



She has with pending surgery monday.... has taken to sleeping all the time when she is home.... mentions nothing of The Boy or going out.... just comes home and goes to bed....



It is quite here.... too quite at times....

We'll its been another week of well.... being ignored.... mind games and blah....



I've made up my mind when I have off time and I am not doing anything I'm going back to playing WoW. I've realized if I just sit here with my back to the world and kill stuff in a video game then the world for the most part leave's me the hell alone.



So that is my new plan.... just going to ignore all this BS let her go on out with who ever do what ever, and I'll go back to doing what I did when I was single drink myself silly on Absenth and play WoW....



not probley the best solution but it seems to be working out just fine.