Things are.... well....
My job is killing me.... life in this house is killing me.... your killing me.... this whole summer is killing me....
I thought several times in my life I knew what it was like be well.... depressed.... nope this is defenitly the lowest point in my life thus far.
Promess's not being kept.... people trying to tell me once again how to do things.... people expecting me to give give give.... but wait.... I'm the one who cooks the meals here..... I'm the one who does the laundry.... I'm the one who useually cleans up this mess....
Still not enough for people.... I work 9 to 10 hour shifts I get payed less then a Mc Donalds worker.... and yet you want money from me?
If anything I should be asking you for money..... my car I drive you around in.... my car I drive you around in last winter letting the salt and snow do its damage.... my house you live in for free.... and I'm the one who has to do with out here?
My 3 day weekend off and your pissed off at me?
Both of them should be asshamed of them selfs.... but there not..... I as always am the little bitch
I'm sick and tired of this.... sick to death of being suckered off
I'll sell this estate soon.... and move..... then where will you be? A retirement home? Your parents house?
I'm sick and fucking tired of not being good enough for any one so fucking god damn sick of it.... but I'm good enough for you guys to use arnt I?
That's how I feel tonight USED
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