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My relationship gone.... my job gone.... everythings going going gone gone gone....



I'll probley delete my profile here soon.... I have NO wish to communicate with another human being.... ever.......EVER!

I have not said anything on here in a while. I guess where I have had so much, and still have so much to do I just have not had the time to put things in my mind in a text form.



I am so in love with my Carmo sometimes I feel sick when she is not around or maybe I an nervous that she might change her mind about me.... she'll be here shortly after the 11th of next month.... we are getting married.... I keep expecting her to change her mind I am so used to people leaveing me.... days like today where I am home sick with vomiting and migrains, and she does not sign in I get so worried it makes me sicker. :(



My reno is almost complete.... just need carpet in here and tiles in the bath room.... and a little work on the floor for the kitchenette.... I have around 3 weeks to finish this I am not worried.



New tires for my car are coming.... I hope after a balanceing, and allignment check the odd bumps I've been getting will go away.... I blame partly the roads and partly on my 3 year old tires.



Nothing else to really say here I guess I am just killing time.