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I’ve been having these feelings for days that someone has passed away that some how that person was very important but I’ve found nothing no one I know is gone.

Going back to the dream with the octopus creature. I tired to find someone something a book a picture a text book movie reference I’ve found nothing. What ever this thing was is or what have you I have no visual reference for it...... I don’t get it

Could this be a sign I have a parasite.... or is it related to something else that happened a while ago.

Still I look and feel for answers but I’m finding nothing. IF this creature is some how related to the hostile ones from up north..... is this a sign.... are they coming.... is there something more we have to fear here then a crazy man with rockets.

Plus this strange feeling going along with me being tummy sick that something out side of what I can see or feel is going on.

A strange feeling something is coming and it does not care about the human race not one bit. Or anything else in its way. Something feels terribly wrong!

Hi I’m not having a great week. I’ve been so angry I keep coming in here to write about it to vent. But I’m actually so pissed off. I’m finding it very hard to make words.

That’s all I got

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Minde
10:55 Nov 15 2017

Life can be hard

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It started out as a lump on my chest. But grew, and grew I thought
it was cancer until the little barbed hooks appeared. at the
center there was a mouth. Finally it seperated from me a part
like it had been holding hands or well hooks with another went back
inside me from the cut the other eventually escaped from. It was
like an octopus crawling around on the floor next to my bed. The
smell was a mixture of blood, and piss. A nasty smell that made
me gag. I have never seen a creature like this before. It did not
last long out side of the body, and I poured ice tea, and ice cubes
over it wanting to see what would happen to it. It sort of shriveled
up, and died on the floor in a pool of blood next to my bed. That
smell I swear it all seemed so real.

Just a dream just a dream

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Neacrophiliac
15:12 Nov 10 2017

That's intense

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Dakotah
23:21 Nov 10 2017

Creepy dream.

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I realize sitting at my desk how lucky I must be. To have a job where I do not go out side. Where for 3 to 4 weeks I’m some place in the middle of know where.

But yet there is this nagging feeling a chunk of me is missing.

They give me a raise at work.... I’m making another $20,000 a year now. I have my little black house at the end of the street. My little Led lights. My 2 cars my convertible, and my 4x4. All my horror movie memoriblia. A walk in closet full to the brim.

All these things

Yet somethings missing

Something feels very wrong

Very wrong

Sad

And missing

I wish I knew who you where. Last night I had a dream where I was back in the old house. There was a girl with short spikey hair who I don’t recognize from any where. She kept a note pad journal my mind would not let me read every time I tried I would fall back into a deep sleep. She held me while I slept only to have me wake up to find her gone. She left behind strange sculptures hanging from the cealing of pins string and paper clips.

I know in my dream she always came back. I seemed troubled in my dream sad depressed but she was there. She was a little odd a little crazy but she was there holding onto me.

Because with out her I could not sleep

Who are you

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Minde
12:50 Nov 06 2017

Awe sounds like your soul mate

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1SilentNoise1
13:20 Nov 06 2017

No I already know who my soul mate is.... I moved as far away from them on purpose. Because it was too painful.

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