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i remember when diamond turned me, she held and knife of mine to arm and deeply cut into her while i was in basment of folks house. i had never been of the darker side and when i did it had to happen to me. it has to be from another vampire before you can feel it, and in times like these blood play and transfer is no joke. little emo kids and blood tranfering is quite new to them. at anypoint she sliced it open and didn't let me taste at first , but made me smell it and at first i didn't understand but now i have s=ince that day, i can smell "otherses" bites and draw points. mmmmmmmm and then she pulled me close and i tasted sweet sweet more better than sex blood as hit my throat and ran down and overjoyed the love and taste in fear and aloneness....... tasting and feeling loved instaly knowing where i belonged. now days i crave blood on reg bassis its cuase i cannot have it on regular basis either. at anypoint it came in side and my body turned feeling and sleeping hard and knowing theat my body was trying to reject the blood i was giving. and yet it stayed, by the next night after she left me "30 miles away". i could smell her, i could feel here heart beat, i could sense her. during that night after that i turned i decided to take a drive. i went to our usaual spot at the half way point at rtuck stop and moments later, she arrived saying how she knew what i had felt and knew that i was gonna be there and be there before i got there. it like we knew eaxctly after feeding what the other one wanted as well as having sex and feeding, wow. its like being high and fucking anyone will tell waht an exp. but this turning an getting blood on your mouth pushes everythjing away. and since then i' lived as a SANG VAmp, "Blood Vamp" and love blood over being a "psy/energy" Vamp. want to have a conversation, let us drink in my blood. i shall offer it to you.

~Blade~

Pain has stricken thee and always brought me down, today i write in knowledge that i have been misbehaving lol >:)..... At that point i have found a vampling more of my style and age and yet again it seems as though i cannot find one that can have children anymore, women are giving up on having kids now days least the the :kind: that i like. ~~as blade rips into his flesh tasting his own blood soothing the pain that of lifetimes could not heal ~~ it seems at this going rate by time some falls in love with me there shall not be anywomen that will want to be around me.. only choosing not to have kids anymore and leaving me high and dry, allowing me not to have a child of thy own. am i mistaken, absolutely not... for i have fore-seen thy future of what little is left shall be only things left. O ur generations is having kids by accident and not on pourpose anymore. those of my generation are not having kids but rather had tried to have them early. so that when they get to my age 27 they have had them already or gotten fixed so they couldx fuck like rabbits and not have anymore "mistakes" or "opps" es anymore. i guess i'm asking doesn't anyone want to have a child with me????????????????? if not i'm destined to live life alone permanatly..........

~Blade~

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zenraven
08:39 Mar 13 2008

i think you would make a great father blade... i know you and you are more than what you seem...



but if i were to have your kid i would be the owner of walt disney !!! lmao!!!



seriously.. there will come a day. and when it does .. it will be a great and joyus event..................

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