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I feel as if I'm at war with myself

like my inner self hates me

for all that I am

for all that I could possibly be



That when it comes to

all the things I hold dear

it's almost as if my thoughts

refuse to remain clear



It's as if being lost within

one's own head

every thought stays in

cause it rather be

contained instead



I want to say what's on my mind

but the words just seem

to hard to find

in return my response takes too long

and everything thing I say

seems to come out wrong



I'd say I wish you could see

inside my

but there are some thoughts

that even I wish were dead

in which leaves me writing

this letter instead



I have thoughts that scream

Am I allowed to be happy?

Do I have the right to feel free?

Is my life truly what is seems?

Or is this all just a dream?



I'm at a lose of words

and don't know what to say

my mind is messed up

this I know is true

I just don't know what to do



So, I'll just take this time to apologize

for the things I should have said

and I'll leave this note behind instead:

I hope everyone can forgive me

for the times I've got lost within my own head

I wish I could take all those times back

to create a better memory

I'm sorry

COMMENTS

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LightningxCaelum
00:23 Jun 12 2015

well written

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paganwillow
23:46 Aug 01 2015

that is beautiful :) the words so lovely written x

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