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As of lately.. I've come to ask myself this..

If I was to just to disappear..

would it absence leave everying felling

a complete state of bliss.?

Does my presence here or anywher

for that matter make people veiw

there surroundings as if they're

breating in tainted air..?



Sorry.. I'm trying to offend..

I just sometimes feel as if my time

was to expire.. when it comes to

my funeral.., no on would attend..

it's almost as if I was to say what I think

I'd need a drink to keep my inner thoughts

from filling my head full lead due to the

things that I just said..



Have you ever got the feeling that you was lost

trapped inside your mind.. left in the dark

where inner peace is just to hard to find..?

Or have you ecer found yourself looking into

a mirror and completey hating evrything

you see to the point where you just want to

find a way to end your self inflicted misery..?



Everyone has something to hold on to..

something to do..

someone to talk too that makes it feel

that your life's not completely through

but what would you do if you felt like

you had no one..?

no to pick up the phone in your time of need..

no one to comfort you during your last minutes..

what would you do to see your life through..?

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TaintedPoison
20:59 Mar 21 2009

you know i care about you, dont be silly

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People sometimes search for answers

even though it's in vein

not considering how people feel

only caring about a name



Some hide the truth just so that

they can take a break

not that they're trying to be fake

it's just that they need some time

to themselves so that they don't

feel like their life being controlled

by a single chime



A chime that acts like a rule

that makes you stand on a stool

just hoping for the noose to break

making you feel that life's just to

to take



Everyone at one point or another

needs some time away from everything

so why is it viewed as a bad thing

when that person just doesn't want

to be around or even make a sound



Not everyone has the option of

walking away when they want

it's as if you was to try

someone's automatically there

to ask for a reason why



What ever happened to the concept

of peace and privacy..?

now it's seems the everyone wants

your entire life on display for

the whole world to see



I guess that's one concept that

no one will ever understand

it seems more and that people

rather see your life story

being sold at every news stand

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ladygoddessaries
04:05 Mar 07 2009

Sometimes silence is what the soul needs most~

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TaintedAngel14
21:01 Mar 07 2009

hmm..

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Last one left, last one to go

this is the last place that

I'll ever know

I'm tired of feeling like my mind's

being torn apart

just so I be left all alone

with a broken heart



Day in and day out everything

remains the same

nothing changes, only rearranges

to fit the needs

of someone else's greed

so I'll leave this note

for everyone to see

that there is such a thing

as one's own inner misery



It's not just something that

accumulates in someone's head

so that one can deal with

what might lie ahead

it's the feeling of not

being able to fit in or belong

and that everything that you do

just ends up being wrong



I no longer care for this feeling

inside of me

destroy everything that I am

for all to see

I'm done searching for answers

that lie in dreams

while my life is left to fall apart

at the seams

so I as say this to you

I hope you know that it's true



I just wanted to thank you

for always being there,

that means more then

you'll ever know

but it seems that this world

that we're in no longer cares

in the end you was a true friend

and that's why I want to take

this time to say goodbye



Goodbye..