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To Rest 10/21/2015
14:08 Oct 21 2015
Times Read: 630

Please lay this body

down to sleep

so that others

may not have to weep

Take in my regrets

so that I

may forget

this pain I hold inside

that forces me to keep

everyone on the outside

Lay my body down to rest

remove this darkness

from my chest

and with my leave

make sure that others

will not grieve

Fill their lives with

a peaceful light

illuminate their night

let them live

so that they're able

to forgive

Let me take in all the pain

in their stead

so that they can make it

through their day

with a clear head

let them have the

peace of mind

that I could never find

Lay my body down to rest

so others may live

in happiness

cause in the end

this all I can give

COMMENTS

ForsakenDreamer
21:01 Oct 21 2015

I really like this...but I dont think you have to give your self up completely for others...

vampiresuz
10:39 Oct 23 2015

Good

IamWe
19:57 Oct 23 2015

you have a unique style....i like it

Ladyamika
05:28 Oct 25 2015

love this one is nice,

Ladyamika
05:28 Oct 25 2015

i dont even know how to write poetry that i am honored to read yours,

Silence: Set Me Free 10/07/2015
08:41 Oct 07 2015
Times Read: 657

Have you ever gotten

to the point

where you feel worthless,

that when it comes

to your existance

maybe God should have

spent less?

I have,

at times I feel as if

my life is pointless,

that everyone would be

better off if they

couldn't hear or see me

I ask myself questions like

What gives me the right

to feel content or happy?

Why should I even be known?

After all in the end,

I'll probably end up alone

Do I only cause everyone

around me pain and misery?

Maybe I'm better off feeling

self doubt and agony

I know I have trust issues,

but I don't know what to do

Do I even have the right

to ask anyone for help

to subdue this pain

I'm going through?

I hate myself, that's nothing new

I probably even realized

that when I was only two

Why did I live?

Would anyone truly care

if I was even there?

Silence only seems to

haunt me

the thoughts I have

I no longer wish to see

I wish my mind would just

set me free

Will I ever have the right

to be happy?

COMMENTS

Distractions 10/02/2015
04:22 Oct 04 2015
Times Read: 693

Where to begin

I'm not sure if

I should apologize

or reorganize

every thought that

has me feeling like

a sin

The silence I hear at night

brings me agony

with the lack of your presence

life is pure misery

You are my world

my everything

there is no replacing you

without you I'm nothing

I look for distractions

everyday in every way

so that my inner mind

doesn't find a way

to self decline

I miss you so much

it hurts inside

I'd say I'm ok

but that would

only mean

that my heart lied

I wish that you were

here with me

so that you can see

you're the only reason

I'm ever happy

COMMENTS

DANTEDM
20:49 Oct 05 2015

Beautiful, I was deeply moved ...

Forbiddenice
21:10 Oct 05 2015

Hopefully, You will find the right one some day. Distractions are wonderful but they take away from your own world. Don't forget you. If I were him/her I would make you the happiest person alive.

Hope you heal well.