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It's been a little over three years
Yet the silence is the remains
Just with an added layer of pain
Now there's nothing left to gain

Pretty much shut down
Since you've been gone
Kind of like being lost at sea
When you're about to down

No longer kept in touch
With the one's around me
Even I I'm someone that
I no longer wish to see

Been out of touch
No longer know what to say
All my inner thoughts
Lead to dismay

I'm not sure how to communicate
With people anymore
Not sure who would listen
Or who's keeping score

I know this outcome is my fault
There's no one else to blame
Just tired of life
Feeling like a regrettable game

Tired of feeling like I'm alone
Not sure what to do
The answer's unknown
It's hard to start over
Without having a clue

Am I worth anyone's time or space?
Or am I someone that's
That easy to replace?