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It's been three years since
I lost you
Two years since
I've been without a home
Now I'm left here
Just feeling alone

Not sure of what to do
Or even where to go
I guess what's next
Only heaven knows

Each day that passes
Becomes a memory blurred
There just moments in time
That occurred

Sitting here, wasting away
Not knowing what to say
Not know what to do
Do I even have the right
To see another day?

I try to avoid thinking about the past
It's a contentment that didn't last
Memories that haunt one's own being
Really isn't worth seeing

But why is it the more one avoids the past
The more they become trapped in their head
And the more one's pain increases
Even though nothing was said?

Being awake at this time, being alone
It's nothing new
Just staring at a phone
One of the few things I have left
That I actually own

Just thinking to myself
Was I easy to replace?
'Cause to many people in my life
Vanished without a trace

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Cadrewolf2
08:59 May 29 2026

Powerful, yet sad

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xXWickedTemptationsXx
01:09 May 30 2026

I can relate on a personal level.

Hugs

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It's been a little over three years
Yet the silence is the remains
Just with an added layer of pain
Now there's nothing left to gain

Pretty much shut down
Since you've been gone
Kind of like being lost at sea
When you're about to down

No longer kept in touch
With the one's around me
Even I I'm someone that
I no longer wish to see

Been out of touch
No longer know what to say
All my inner thoughts
Lead to dismay

I'm not sure how to communicate
With people anymore
Not sure who would listen
Or who's keeping score

I know this outcome is my fault
There's no one else to blame
Just tired of life
Feeling like a regrettable game

Tired of feeling like I'm alone
Not sure what to do
The answer's unknown
It's hard to start over
Without having a clue

Am I worth anyone's time or space?
Or am I someone that's
That easy to replace?

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Cadrewolf2
06:03 May 28 2026

No life can be replaced, be strong and move on life will be better in the long run

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