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Darkness and Light..
23:28 Jan 31 2006
Times Read: 564

the light wich is by day...

the darkness wich conceals me by night i wish for only one thing....

the life..

the life that i had ages ago ..

the light in wich i saw..

that sunset that was beauty...

that was light..

that was better than eternity..

that light that made me laugh until...

until you were gone ..

until you were gone ...i had beauty..

i had my eternity..

i had you..







Now i live in darkness ..

now i live in darkness..

i live in only hope of dying...

hope of seeing you....

but that hope is impossible...

i hope for light without its scorching rays...

i hope for the light that i loved...

from light to darkness...........

darkness to light....



i lived in the light joyessly....

now darkness is my only answer..

my only life..

sadly i left the light behind...

sadly you left....



light to darkness...

darkness to light....

sadnesss

is all i know now.

Sad beauty
04:32 Jan 31 2006
Times Read: 567

this beauty wich is seen in my life..

this beauty wich conceals the true me...

the true being wich haunts your dreams...

this being in wich you've been afraid of since you were told they exist..

i haunt your dreams..

i am a verdilak..

i am your lamia..

i am the one who holds your fate..

your stare..

this sad eternal beauty i can't bear...

i can't see myself..

i dont want to..

i dont want to suck your liquid..

i dont want to stay alive..

let me die..

let me die..

let this beauty fade..

fade with the darkness that conceals my last victim..

let me die..let me fade...

controlled
04:22 Jan 31 2006
Times Read: 569

she dies in my arms...

her blood still stains my lips.. i still feel her warmth..

i still crave her blood..

i still crave to hold her in my arms..

to hold her with my teeth.

to grabb at her neck...

to drink her dry..

to leave her empty..

the scent of her crimsom liquid fills the air..

intoxicating my soul..

my life..

my fate..



controlling all that i see

controlling all that i hear

controlling all that i smell..

this liquid that plunges through my veins

this liquid in wich i crve for..

live for...



she died within my arms...

i hate to leave her there..

i hate to say goodbye to her corpse..

i hate to breathe in the air that is scented..

scented with her blood.



it controlled me..

my life..

my love..

my fate...

let us...
01:30 Jan 30 2006
Times Read: 574

Humans will die

let'em

let'em hurt for the pain they inflict

let'em scream and curl in pain

let them know true horror

let them realize their flaws....let'em die i dont care.



angels dont die...i wish they did.

i wish them the worst

i wish them the eternal pain i suffer

i want them to be burned by the sun like i am

let them hide in the morning...only to realize they have to live in agony for all eternity.

let them realize their regrets

let them want to bleed





i dont die....i wish i did

i want to feel pain (phiscally)

i want to know fear

i want to see the sun without the affect of being burned to ashes

i dont want to crave blood

let me die i dont care.



kill the angels..let em die

humans will die..lucky them

let me suffer..i already do...

so let s die

let us die.

regret
01:02 Jan 30 2006
Times Read: 576

i rergret everything i told you

i regret being bitten i regret it all

i regret life that is eternity

i regret my life the life ive lilved

i regret letting those i love die

i regret drinking them ,drinking them like the rum in their cups..

i regret it all

i regret living

i regret being me.

but most of all i regret...

killing you.

frozen
00:52 Jan 30 2006
Times Read: 578

this stoped moment

dead cold

dieing of this sting ing pain

the one that feels like needles on my body..

poking me..

letting blood drip from me..

i dont flinch,i dont scream in the agony the way i want to ..

im frozen

this pain is frozen

this poking bleeding feeling is frozen..

i want to scream but i cant

i'd rather die but i cant

i want to flinch but i cant..



im bleeding..im want to die...i want to scream, but cant

im frozen

why did i?...
23:40 Jan 29 2006
Times Read: 580

why did i try to love you

the pain is overwellming

i live in the dark.....(break)





why did i breathe your name dear

they showed me your heart..love

i wanted just to scream.

how did this happen?

you were the only thing that that felt dear..

they took you from my soul ,love..

i couldnt bear to look..

your corpse was bloody...

it stains my memories...(break)



your corpse had one thing that still clings to me...

your heart was stolen...

those bastards showed it to me.....

i heard you cry..

i screamed from the inside..

while i held your memories...

i dided last night...



my love has been taken..

robbed with no mercy....

i died in my screams...

i kill in your name

i make pain because of your corpse it haunts me to this day...



why did i breath your name?

to forsakengirl:there is someone out there who loves you if not someone who will be there with you.
07:51 Jan 29 2006
Times Read: 583

she atands in the window alone.

alone she breathes a nights air.

her sweetness is binding

her kindness alarming

all in beauty.

all aone.

or so she thinks..

she thinks she is'nt loved....

but she is..

THE moon loves her,her grave loves her,her victims love her.



she stands in the window alone.

alone she breathes the night air...

her beauty is binding

her kindness alarming...

never a sweet bitter end for her.

she loves what is around her...

she loves was is laid for her...



yet the mystery is..why is she forsaken?



we love her..

the moon loves her...

her grave loves her...

her victims love her...



i love her.





this is for forsakengirl from your freind TheGrimWay and AVernaVanth.

To TheGrimWay
07:14 Jan 29 2006
Times Read: 585






The music is magic the rythm of his fingers

the night glistens and gleams from within

let the young man be seen beauty is compelling

the inside is radient

the outside more richer..

The music is played..

spell binding..

his gaze intimidating although like caramel..

sweet,soft.



let the music play

let the music play..

its rich vibrent notes..

let the beauty sing. leap..

devour.



they say he is a wreched..they dont know him..

he doesnt care..

he fills the air invibrent tones ...

they say he isnt human..

he doesnt care..



let the music play let the music play...







dedicated To TheGrimWay from AVernaVanth..

^-^

blood
06:43 Jan 29 2006
Times Read: 589

my thirst my hunger is burried in it

in your neck

in my secret grave

i crave for it

blood

my drug..my life.



theyfall under my spell

bear their necks to me

for me

my drug..their blood

they fall in my arms

they shake with me

moan in pleasure with me...

their pain..my drug ..their blood.



they have it within them

they just dont care

i smell it within them

an addiction.

their pain..my pleasure..my drug..their blood.

To the VampressAlice
06:05 Jan 29 2006
Times Read: 591






she hates in death and life

wich leaves her in between

she cares no more of the pain...

just the hate

the ones who caused this will hurt now

bleed now

as she cuts their hearts out

they will scream now

they will tear now....her sweet revenge

they will die in her arms as her laugh is the last thing they hear

her smile the last thing they see...





they die now

she hates now

they bleed now

she laughs now...

she hates

they pain...

her sweet revenge







dedicated to the VampressAlice-from AVernaVanth^-^.

the lord and the lords i know
08:21 Jan 28 2006
Times Read: 594

i died with misery loved with misery

done everything in misery

but only hpe for it to go away

they say we shuldnt love

they say i shouldnt be loved

but i dont care

i dont care

i love in misery

breath in misery

live in misery

only to hope for nothing

only to hope to stop loving

only to hope to stopped being love

i know nothing of the lords love

only that it is pure

only that i love the lords i know

but reallly am i easy to love?

i hope to stop loving

hope to stop being loved...

hope for everything to stop

just..

stop.

we die
06:09 Jan 28 2006
Times Read: 598






how do we loose our selves in lies

yes we are alive

how do we kill what we have learned and thrown it all aside

giving it's time to be alive you kill what isnt there

(chourus)

we die

we die

how have i turned myself this way with no meaning

what have i become in certain ways i have no knoledge of it

what does it mean to fall as prey when you are the predetor

how did we live the life we as we did

yes we cried to the night and wind but did we stain the ground

(chorus *2)



no we were once both all the same but just one little change

you left at the sight of me

you cried i knew your pain

now my tears stain the ground i walk on

now i know true hurt

one things true...

(chorus)



yes we do....you're proof

the raven
23:14 Jan 27 2006
Times Read: 601

The raven flew over me

It came to me

It killed for me..

The raven is me

My pain

My pleasure

My punishment

The raven is dead

Yet i am still alive



The raven flew over me the raven killed for me

My pain my pleasure

My life



The bat flew over me

The bat killed for me

The bat bit me

The bat killed the raven in me...

Im dead.the ravens gone..

The bat is still here.Im still here.

We Alone dedicated to lestat1
20:41 Jan 26 2006
Times Read: 612

We alone know the secrets to the wolrd

we alone know that life has no end.

we alone know we will never die..

we alone know that we're dead.

we alone will be the eternal...

that is we alone know true pain...

because we're alone.

LostinLife
03:46 Jan 26 2006
Times Read: 619




are we lost?

are we dead?

what does it matter that we breath air?

that we do things we should be doing because we're alive?

in life what do we matter?

what do we care?

the living are the vengeful...

the dead are the quiet...

but what are we?

are we dreams?

are we life?

are we nothing?

where do we fit?

the undead?

we drink the blood of mortals

drink their souls...like they were glasses of wine...

who are the undead?

us.

we are the undead..

the living aren't lost..they have limited time to find things..

the dead are the stilll the quiet.

the undead ,us have eternity..forever,to find thngs out...

but we dont.because.

we're lost in life.

to the charming LordVerspertilio
03:50 Jan 25 2006
Times Read: 630








The dead they write

They weep....

They sing their sad songs

their songs bring horrid sorrow to my soul..

their writiing sinks it words so deep to l

cry.

their weeping makes me sing

their writing lets me tear.

their songs shake my soul..



I write....

I weep....

I sing sad songs....

I'm dead..

life consumed by the dead
21:10 Jan 24 2006
Times Read: 634




They run.

They weep.

I see thier

saddness

I watch their memories

I watch as they run from me

I watch as i consume their sweet juice

I do what i need to do

even if i dont want to

I dont want to kill them...

I want to be with them

I want to run with them..

but i cant

I drink their sweet juice

bury myself in their pain..

their memories...

their life.

Their life is my savor

their life is my pain

My existance is their failure

my life is their pain .

My existance is their end.

the truth o f the vampire
03:26 Jan 24 2006
Times Read: 636

i hid it from you daring to be loved by you

i hid it from you daring to love you

i loved your sweet taste

i loved your sweet life

yet i cried because of you.

the tears wet my dreams

they stained my coffin

they tortured my mind.

i thought of my love for you

i'd give eternity for you

burry my pains in your neck

bury my thoughts in you blood.

whisper my wishes in your head

live life as if the sun and i had never parted.

as if if you and i were just.

i dared to love you

i dared to kiss you

i dared to dream of you.

now...

now you're dead.

the blackrose
22:43 Jan 23 2006
Times Read: 639

the blackrose



the silver of the moon shines on its petals

it's mystery is dark and rare

What is this beauty that it hides

This beauy that is seen and taken

What makes its beauty so unatural

It's smell intoxicating

The silver of the moon shines on it's petals

it's life illuminated by night

it's life taken by morning

This rose signifies everything and nothing...

it is a sign of death

of hope

of life

of dread

of sadness

of beauty

of fear

The silver of the moon shines on its petals

It stays hidden

hiding it's sad

beauty