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I wrote this song. Yet it doesn't belong to me. It belongs to the person I wrote it for. It has no name. It doesn't need one.

This song has the same rhythm and beat as:

Possession Written in Blood.



I heard your sobs of agony,
Cried in pain and tears of misery,

Your heart had reached the end of hope,
Had given up and couldn't cope,

I sat here and heard you,
I went online and found you,

Heard your words before you'd written them,
Took your tears and helped them stem,

Gave my hand as caring friend,
Knew you needed help to mend,

Knew our time was meant to be,
Lifting you from agony,

For I know more than heaven,
I'm straight from hell and level seven,

Where words are never spoken,
Only hearts that have been broken,

And the only way to build it
Is to smoother it and need it,

Take your heart and in its place,
Give hope in your human race,

Your life is not over,
Your love will take over,

Hold you tight and make you safe,
Hold your heart and help you find its place,

But we need to take it carefully,
It's true you should tread fearfully,

With me no rehearsal,
I can't make you tearful,

Yet I promise not to hurt you,
Or wreck your heart and drive through,

Gonna take your pain away,
Each and every single day,

You say, I see and hear you,
And you think no one else can reach you,

And I wanted them to see,
Just how much you mean to me,

This is your lifeline,
I will care for you online,

But this is just a website,
And nothing like ... true ... life's ... insight.

Because I'm 6000 miles away,
It's the way it has to stay,

I'm simple words upon the screen,
But I know ... how ... much ... I ... mean.

I have no time to spare in life now,
It's the internet no solemn vow,

But I promise I'll not hurt you,
I'll protect your heart I just can't bow,

And when you really need me,
You'll have my life and guarantee,

Already I'll have helped you,
Before you even know I've been through,

And as your years start passing by,
And your life's in short supply,

I promise to look over you,
Till your time is done and through,

And when you're gone and I'm alone,
I'll thank the lord that you were known,

I'll take your grave and weep in it,
Tend to it and keep to it,

And when the world and sun are dead
And I'm alone and in the dark,

I'll know your light and smile at last,
As hell takes heart & soul as draft.

And I'll scream your name upon last breath,

That you .. were ... always ... heard.



This song has already known my breath and my passion, for I sang it to you, long before I ever wrote it for you.

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Cadrewolf2
18:52 Apr 11 2026

Truly amazing

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Adain
21:56 Apr 11 2026

Thank you. It's kind of you to say.

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Comic Con Fun. - Reposted due to bots & brainfarts.

In the UK, we have a company called Monopoly Events who organise awesome comic cons in most of our major cities throughout the year. And every actor you can imagine from every show on TV seems to end up there at one time or another.

Stephen Amell of Arrow, Jensen Ackles of Supernatural, and The Vampire Dairies cast regularly end up in Britain promoting their meet & greets, photo ops and autographs. They're all good guys to meet and chat to, especially Amell, whose charisma is off the scale.

But this blog is about Ian Somerhalder who attended Comic Con Scotland in the fall of 2023. Held at the Royal Highland Centre in Edinburgh. The place was packed with actors, but Somerhalder was so cool, I barely remember who else was there. Paul Wesley was, but I hadn't booked anything with him, and I didn't get a chance to see him.

Somerhalder is a sweetheart. If you've booked a photo opportunity with him, you absolutely are gonna go cheek to cheek and get a hug warm enough to boil a kettle. He's pretty awesome and knows how to fluff his fans up into a frenzy. He loves it, the fans love it, and the whole thing is just so much fun. He's one of the best meet & greeters on the comic con circuit. He'll go that extra mile to make the event that bit more special for you.

And! For extra coolness, I got Ian to sign as "Damon" in addition to the auto, when he was simply doing smiley faces for others. So cool. Love it. If you do get the chance, go along to a con and meet him. You won't be disappointed.

Stephen Amell is a close second, he's a warm dude too but I'm on the wrong forum to chat about him, although he did a guest appearance on The Vampire Dairies so I guess that works for this forum after all.

Jospeh Morgan, who played Klaus in The Originals is a cool guy too. But that's another blog and a different photo.

I'm off to meet Gillian Anderson from the X-Files at Comic Con Liverpool next month. That one is a biggy for me. I mean Scully??? C'mon! Dean Winchester and Arrow are so cool but this is Scully lol! The X Files is my all time fav show.

She's still got bookings available so if any brits near Liverpool fancy meeting her, here's your chance:

https://www.rostercon.com/en/people/gillian-anderson-en

Somerhalder pix in portfolio.

I believe there is no happiness or love in this world until it arrives. All things arrive. The sky so vast, a person could get lost within it and the last raindrops of a passing storm missed as deeply as a lover. Perhaps once, they didn't exist at all and, in their place, emptiness.

I have known those empty places and found they were not empty at all. I was simply too early, and all the things I wished for, had not yet arrived.

Time is forever and we are so fleeting. Some, far less. In this vastness, emptiness is not the tormentor, time itself is. And all of those lost moments will remain forever unspoken while waiting to simply feel.

Each season brings anew, for good or bad, and all that matters is the strength to travel this earth, and it's time.

A flower will not grow no matter how many tears fall upon it, yet in time it will flourish, and sitting by its side waiting for it to arrive, is I feel so much better than losing oneself to the cruelty of time, and all hope within it.

For you, to see time as I do, and seasons, as I do, for the anticipation of what can be, I wish these things to be.

On April 8th a member of Vampire Rave created a sock puppet account, took screenshots of my journals and commented that they had sent them to the police, stating that my journals were sexually explicit and that I'd posted them on a website that minors use.

The same member created a secondary sock puppet account and posted journal entries stating that I'm a child predator looking for underage children.

The sock puppets accounts have been deleted.

To the member in question.

This isn't remotely near the level I need to feel annoyed with you. Curious perhaps.

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Cadrewolf2
22:14 Apr 08 2026

Wow, Sorry to hear always a few bad apples in a barrel

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Adain
22:21 Apr 08 2026

Par for the course when posting on websites. I've had more enjoyable stalkers. I didn't even get a tit pic this time.

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Adain
22:27 Apr 08 2026

If they'd hung around long enough, I could have told them to take PDF downloads instead of screenshots. I don't want my journal chopped up into screenshots, they flow better in PDF format.

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Neowise2020
01:56 Apr 09 2026

Yeah there's some real fucktard's on websites who take the power of anonymity on a whole other level. It shows plenty about their character to me. There are admins on this site and if your content was even close to being against rules it would be suspended or censored. I wouldn't let them change your journal or profile which gives them way too much power to repeat their fuckery.

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Adain
06:13 Apr 09 2026

My journals fit within the guidelines of this site, although making people angry with what I post isn't my intent. I'd much rather find peace here than infuriate a person.

There's a number of good people here I chat with, real good people, including yourself. The rest of the things that are going on I'll deal with as they arise.

The member in question continues to play their games. They sent me a message earlier from a profile stating they were a 15-year-old minor and that they were 'lonely'. I deleted it and blocked it.

We'll see where it all goes.

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I have deleted my journals as there's a question about the age of the members who use this website.

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Cadrewolf2
22:16 Apr 08 2026

Why were they sexual explicit a higher authority would have blocked your journal tell you were compliant. And believe me they are on if you dont even know they are.

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Adain
06:22 Apr 09 2026

I know my friend. As I said to Neowise2020, I don't wish to make people angry with what I post. It isn't my intent.

I'm here to form friendships, not make enemies. And considering I've been here less than a week, I've made more friends than enemies, and that works for me.

The rest of the things going on, I couldn't care less about.

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