.
VR
Aja's Journal


Aja's Journal

THIS JOURNAL IS ON 169 FAVORITE JOURNAL LISTS

Honor: 0    [ Give / Take ]

PROFILE




13 entries this month
 

Listen Well, Those Who Know Me

09:08 Jun 30 2011
Times Read: 528


border



by Lector



Life a burning wick, painful to the end

this place that is a hell

I will remain in for the rest of life

A pain like no other,

flesh for blood, and gore for wine

Killing to live, yet death is my existence

life is a lie, told to all those who live it

can you kept a lie true, by worship or prayer?

Tell that to those who sin, those who lie..

will death come first to those who ask last.

I walk this bitter road, blood on my hands, for I have sinned myself

I have lived longer then the man who is crossed

Yet none know me..

none know me..

know me..

me..

COMMENTS

-



 

Longing

09:05 Jun 30 2011
Times Read: 530


border





by Black Rose





Take my heart

Steal my soul

When i am but weak my love

With feelings i cannot control

My eyes are only for you

And all that i hold dear

In my life you linger

Banishing my mortal fears



Why must i be so lonely?

Locked in my prison of blood

When all my crimes were of loving you

I drowned my sorrows, I submerged my sins

all for the one i once called my own.



From where i watch you

You seem so faraway

Just out of reach from my grasping hand

in my grave i lay



The nightime holds my sweet surrender

The lightime blinds my eyes

And though to you i seem so dead

I am very much alive



I cry, i weep for your passion once more

Silently in my crypt

For i can never see you again

Or utter your name on my lips.

COMMENTS

-



 

Family

18:13 Jun 24 2011
Times Read: 551


border



~~ *Family* ~~



By: Tasha W. aka Aja



" A precious one from us has gone, a voice we loved is stilled;

Photobucket

A place is vacant in our home, Which never can be filled.

Photobucket

And after a lonely heartache and many a silent tear,

Photobucket

But always a beautiful memory, Of one we love so dear."

COMMENTS

-



 

I wish I knew the name of this.

10:58 Jun 21 2011
Times Read: 555


border



But first, on earth as vampire sent,

Thy corpse shall from its tomb be rent:

Then ghastly haunt thy native place,

And suck the blood of all thy race;

There from thy daughter, sister, wife,

At midnight drain the stream of life;

Yet loathe the banquet which perforce

Must feed thy livid living corpse:

Thy victims ere they yet expire

Shall know the demon for their sire,

As cursing thee, thou cursing them,

Thy flowers are withered on the stem.



~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

I don't know who wrote this I found this along time ago well onilne on some web site.

COMMENTS

-



 

Longing

05:44 Jun 19 2011
Times Read: 559


border





by Yuki





In tears you look up to me,

and I feel, how it tears your heart.

Do you even feel it anymore, the pain?

My love is everything you still wish for.



You're searching for life’s meaning,

what is reality, what fiction?

You already lost too much,

everything you've given away.



Red, warm lips on your pale, cold ones,

which awake you form the nightmare,

gently keeping your life.



Until my arms wrap around you,

will you, for eternity,

lonely shed your tears.

COMMENTS

-



littleimp
littleimp
07:49 Jun 29 2011

this one is my fav





 

Love Of The Light From The Dark

05:42 Jun 19 2011
Times Read: 560


border





by Incubuc





am the dark,

You are the light.

Two things that are not meant to be,

But why do I love you.



It's true,

Opposites attracted.

But if one is heartless,

And the other has a heart.



What is to come of this,

I do not know.

As I sit in here pondering,

You sit there clueless.



In this world there are things,

Love happiness Death decay.

But what if the two mixed,

What would happen.



I know I have a heart,

I'm not suppose to have one.

If this is true why do I love,

If opposites attract then why do you not like me.



I spend my days understanding human emotion,

You spend your days experiencing it.

Tell me,

Is love good.



Tell me,

Is it suppose to be painful.

Tell me,

Do you love me?

COMMENTS

-



 

Life

05:36 Jun 19 2011
Times Read: 563


border



by Haleis





A kiss of sadness

Carried on the wind

A feeling of despair

A broken heart



A soul on fire

Words of hatred

A ravens nest

The mark of death



A world of torment

Forever endured

A breath of silence

Malice in the air



A painted romance

Of lust and passion

A golden kiss

A test of love



A blade of silver

The rush of pain

An open wound

A pool of blood

COMMENTS

-



 

Love Immortal

05:28 Jun 19 2011
Times Read: 567


border



by Katia Mazzoleni



This world hasn't always been this way.

It was beautiful with the wild nature.

But it became more beautiful once I found him.

The one who makes me feel complete.



The world became brighter, more colorful

When he was by my side.

It didn't seem like a harsh place to be

Even when he wasn't near me.



I think I fell in love with him that first time.

The first moment when his eyes met mine.

Standing in the light of the full moon,

Both enemies, yet we couldn't move.



We watched out for each other from that day on.

We thought we could not be separated.

We were so wrong for each other.

A vampire, a human, from two different worlds,

Yet living in the same one.

COMMENTS

-



 

Love for my Vampire

21:41 Jun 10 2011
Times Read: 576


border



By winter13 pedroza



I love my vampire

He is my life he waits till night to come for me

He wants me for himself

I cut my body so he can satisfy his thirst for blood

I love him but I don't know about him



He comes knocking on my window

I wake up to see him

We make love and wait till the sun to come up for him to

Take my life "I love you snow" he sounds so

Excited his hazel eyes burn into my blue



I touch his chocolate brown hair he touches my face

He lays me down and bares my neck

"My love for you is great so relax and it would be

Painless" he closes my eyes and bares my neck "my

Love for my vampire,



Demon everything went black

COMMENTS

-



 

Laments

07:27 Jun 05 2011
Times Read: 587


border



by Zephyr





Putrid Faces engulfs my Path

In my shore there is no Hope

In this cradle of blackened roses I sleep



Hear the screams of those souls

"I am an immortal my Death is Eternal"



In Silence I fall through Sorrows

In this lonely eternal journey

I am locked in a crimson life

COMMENTS

-



 

Vampire

07:20 Jun 05 2011
Times Read: 589


border





by Madison Julius Cawein





A lily in a twilight place?

A moonflow'r in the lonely night?—

Strange beauty of a woman's face

Of wildflow'r-white!



The rain that hangs a star's green ray

Slim on a leaf-point's restlessness,

Is not so glimmering green and gray

As was her dress.



I drew her dark hair from her eyes,

And in their deeps beheld a while

Such shadowy moonlight as the skies

Of Hell may smile.



She held her mouth up redly wan,

And burning cold,—I bent and kissed

Such rosy snow as some wild dawn

Makes of a mist.



God shall not take from me that hour,

When round my neck her white arms clung!

When 'neath my lips, like some fierce flower,

Her white throat swung!



Or words she murmured while she leaned!

Witch-words, she holds me softly by,—

The spell that binds me to a fiend

Until I die.

COMMENTS

-



 

The Vampire

07:10 Jun 05 2011
Times Read: 592


border



by Conrad Aiken



She rose among us where we lay.

She wept, we put our work away.

She chilled our laughter, stilled our play;

And spread a silence there.

And darkness shot across the sky,

And once, and twice, we heard her cry;

And saw her lift white hands on high

And toss her troubled hair.



What shape was this who came to us,

With basilisk eyes so ominous,

With mouth so sweet, so poisonous,

And tortured hands so pale?

We saw her wavering to and fro,

Through dark and wind we saw her go;

Yet what her name was did not know;

And felt our spirits fail.



We tried to turn away; but still

Above we heard her sorrow thrill;

And those that slept, they dreamed of ill

And dreadful things:

Of skies grown red with rending flames

And shuddering hills that cracked their frames;

Of twilights foul with wings;



And skeletons dancing to a tune;

And cries of children stifled soon;

And over all a blood-red moon

A dull and nightmare size.

They woke, and sought to go their ways,

Yet everywhere they met her gaze,

Her fixed and burning eyes.



Who are you now, —we cried to her—

Spirit so strange, so sinister?

We felt dead winds above us stir;

And in the darkness heard

A voice fall, singing, cloying sweet,

Heavily dropping, though that heat,

Heavy as honeyed pulses beat,

Slow word by anguished word.



And through the night strange music went

With voice and cry so darkly blent

We could not fathom what they meant;

Save only that they seemed

To thin the blood along our veins,

Foretelling vile, delirious pains,

And clouds divulging blood-red rains

Upon a hill undreamed.



And this we heard: "Who dies for me,

He shall possess me secretly,

My terrible beauty he shall see,

And slake my body's flame.

But who denies me cursed shall be,

And slain, and buried loathsomely,

And slimed upon with shame."



And darkness fell. And like a sea

Of stumbling deaths we followed, we

Who dared not stay behind.

There all night long beneath a cloud

We rose and fell, we struck and bowed,

We were the ploughman and the ploughed,

Our eyes were red and blind.



And some, they said, had touched her side,

Before she fled us there;

And some had taken her to bride;

And some lain down for her and died;

Who had not touched her hair,

Ran to and fro and cursed and cried

And sought her everywhere.



"Her eyes have feasted on the dead,

And small and shapely is her head,

And dark and small her mouth," they said,

"And beautiful to kiss;

Her mouth is sinister and red

As blood in moonlight is."



Then poets forgot their jeweled words

And cut the sky with glittering swords;

And innocent souls turned carrion birds

To perch upon the dead.

Sweet daisy fields were drenched with death,

The air became a charnel breath,

Pale stones were splashed with red.



Green leaves were dappled bright with blood

And fruit trees murdered in the bud;

And when at length the dawn

Came green as twilight from the east,

And all that heaving horror ceased,

Silent was every bird and beast,

And that dark voice was gone.



No word was there, no song, no bell,

No furious tongue that dream to tell;

Only the dead, who rose and fell

Above the wounded men;

And whisperings and wails of pain

Blown slowly from the wounded grain,

Blown slowly from the smoking plain;

And silence fallen again.



Until at dusk, from God knows where,

Beneath dark birds that filled the air,

Like one who did not hear or care,

Under a blood-red cloud,

An aged ploughman came alone

And drove his share through flesh and bone,

And turned them under to mould and stone;

All night long he ploughed.

COMMENTS

-



 

Assasin

08:05 Jun 01 2011
Times Read: 603


border



By Reishi



Will loneliness save

The way we used to be

Memories so precious

And denied dreams for me?

Claiming freedom everyday

Killing sunshine in the frame

Liquid fire wonders through my veins

Mind has life of its own

Slowly driving you insane.



Do you know how it feels to hate?

How assassin thinks of his prey?

Hunting, chasing, finding, reaping

Feeling satiation, playing, leaving.

Between the beast and human being

Beauty of the flesh confuses you

Logics in my actions no one's seeking

Reckless, wild is the way I am.



Who are the victims that we devour?

What are the signs by which we choose,

Those with the hot blood instead of venom,

Existence of who we are not worried to loose?

Triumph and glory come to past

Unbearable anguish oppresses the heart

Eternal storm, undying night

Tired from never-ending journeys, fights

Seeking some piece to set inside.



Exhausted,inner beast of prey

Returning to the cave and waits;

Wounds to heal, feelings to die

Awake once more to the victims cry.

COMMENTS

-






COMPANY
REQUEST HELP
CONTACT US
SITEMAP
REPORT A BUG
UPDATES
LEGAL
TERMS OF SERVICE
PRIVACY POLICY
DMCA POLICY
REAL VAMPIRES LOVE VAMPIRE RAVE
© 2004 - 2025 Vampire Rave
All Rights Reserved.
Vampire Rave is a member of 
Page generated in 0.5457 seconds.
X
Username:

Password:
I agree to Vampire Rave's Privacy Policy.
I agree to Vampire Rave's Terms of Service.
I agree to Vampire Rave's DMCA Policy.
I agree to Vampire Rave's use of Cookies.
•  SIGN UP •  GET PASSWORD •  GET USERNAME  •
X