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I turned 30 yesterday.
20:45 May 17 2010
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30.
Yea...
Im sitting here trying to look back, as I always do, over the last year objectively (Its my birthday thing, I treat it like New Years)
Im having a bit of trouble with that... its hard to be objective when your stupidly happy with your life.
And if I am anything, I am stupidly happy with my life right now.
I know it is dangerous to let ones self become comfortable... Dangerous to let ones self become complacent. I will ALWAYS refuse myself those things, for they are the antithesis of growth.
But right now, at this moment, I will allow myself a moment to just hold this happiness. Not because I deserve it in any way, but because I have to learn to cherish these moments.
I have beautiful, healthy children... I have a lover and companion that understands me... loves me... and we complement eachother in every way. I have a small few people that I have found in the darkness... Brothers... Sisters... My Dark Children... and guarded fiercely by me, and loved.
This new year of mine... It holds its challenges.
I am up for it.
No matter what.
~A~
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