I always wanted a life i was proud of. However, i got a life i was good to have. I havent done the most good deeds in life, resulting in my late husbands death, but i have done things to help others who have started to realize who they are. Thats my life now.
I have always felt that blood was the only thing that helped me get energy. No amount of water, food, sleep, or spending time with energetic people helped me get the energy I needed. However, I have had little luck getting blood from other people, and had to cut myself for the blood that I needed. I don't condone other peoples way of getting their energy, or my way of getting it, but I do so wish I had a donor that can help with the blood that I need.
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I hate religion. At least chrisitianity. Its so narrow minded about so many things and it just pisses me off. As much as i want to believe in something, i can only believe in those i connect with and those i love. Vampires also were something i believed in and thats what kept me alive through some troubled times.
My name is Alexus, and I am a vampire. I have never thought of myself as a vampire, at least in terms of Dracula and Elizabeth Bathery. It wasn't until I was thirteen and dealt with my first menstrual cycle that I realized how bad it was.
I couldn't sleep for long periods of time at night. I had a thirst for the blood of others, but because the community I lived in was closed minded, I had to eat next to rare steaks and my own blood. Nothing I could do would help me go to sleep at night, and nothing could keep me up during the day. Even my parents tried figuring it all out, but they gave up when I turned 18.
With little to no help from people my age, I turned to the internet and works of fiction to figure what was my problem. The term VAMPIRE came up and I was intrigued.
With the search started and little sleep to help me do more than I could of before, I found a few signs that made me believe I was a vampire: Are you a nocturnal person and dislike daylight? Yes. Are you a loner and tend to be secretive? Yes. Do you naturally look younger than you are? Yes Do you have the need to drink blood--anywhere from two drops to a couple of ounces daily (which usually comes from a cooperative giver)? Yes. Do you have a strong interest in vampirology? Yes. After years of searching, and a few trials to see if it was really me, I came to the conclusion that I was indeed a vampire. I don't like to brag about it and don't care what others believe about vampires being real or not. I know what I believe and I know where my soul is at- at peace
Till next time
Alexus
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I'm also a vampire but I don't drink blood im what people call a
human living vampire I feed off energy
Hello, I am so very happy for you that you learned the truth of what you are indeed.
thank you for sharing, sweet Alexus
There are different types of vampires it's good that you understand which one you are now however this is just the start of a awakening
I may not be a vampyre anymore but i still love the taste of my blood unless i am hungry and i love blue rare steaks
I am lycan witch vampire and demon
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