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i just got a call from svenson (he's some 40-year-old guy), my friend. he brought home from the south pacific islands 2 pythons! he's gonna give those to me..they're babies arite. last year he brought home a kitten. i thought it was an ordinary one. he let me took care of it for 4months before he brought it to hongkong. it was no rodinary kitten. it was wild and fierce for an ordinary cat. so playful but then i managed to tame it..hahaha! i have a thing for animals!!! well, that biting orange ball was no ordinary kitten at all, it was a tiger. i named it kashmir. and now, i wonder if i could tame 2 pythons...tsk..tsk..

my last class for today starts at 5pm and ends up at 6:30..i'm thinking about being absent. bad! nah! i'm going there i promise! nothing really interesting happened to me today except that i received 5 valentine cards, tulips and roses. and guess what!? a box containing petals of dead roses, and yes, chocolates. don't forget the chocolates. i was supposed to get those stuffs yesterday but since i have no time i left them.

i was sad last night...don't ask me why...i was alone dating myself. funny to think of it now. oh well not really alone since i was talking to Mr. Can't-Make-Up-My-Mind-If-I-Still-Love-Her Tarquin. My twin. It was fun actually, the conversation. I wonder what he's gonna write in his journal tonight.. he was bragging about his girl that she was neglecting him...and he told me a real LONG story..his 6-hour trip to cebu. that was because of what's-her-name girlfriend. they were supposed to have a date...that was 6pm and he waited until 10pm..quite awful! now, i'm not gonna talk about quinn coz that's his story. but anyway, i was able to decipher a quarter of the hieroglyphic text that my distant uncle gave me. yes, i know hieroglyphs. and i'm very much happy that i learned that myself..research and everything.

it's 3:43pm and really i'm not in the mood of going to my classroom, listening to a boring professor blathering about guidance and counselling.

for now, i'm happy to announce that i'm stucked in this filthy cyberlibrary with this sickening pc and some fuc**** classmates asking me that whole-piece-of-s*** testimonials.

okay, i don't feel good atm. i really don't. and what i wanna do this time is to soak my head in a tub full of ice cubes.

so what if i don't have a date! it's not a big deal really! i mean! i'm so sick of seeing those couples holding hands, giving flowers, kissing and maybe more than that! god knows what they're up to next!i went to some fancy restaurant with myself and having a fookin good time with myself! so i'm dating myself! and unfortunately i bumped to a couple of friends..so now they're into datings and stuffs! damn! i wish HE'S here. i wish...

i feel a bit groggy today since i didn't sleep well last night. it was 2am and i was still up and facing the computer screen. the only thing that kept me awake was the smooth sound of the piano music which my friend kept on playing. i nearly memorized the melody..first the appassionata. she kept on playing it with her own variations about 5x. sometimes going beyond beethoven's interpretation. next, chopin's nocturne about 3x with different variations still and these 5 and 3x wouldn't end there.. she told me she was obssessed with the piano and music. i can't blame her. she was raised a musician..and i think born a musician. there was a genius to every piece that she played. believe me. it could wake up the dead, i told her. but she smiled. she didn't care what i said. she always loved the nocturne and appassionata. she couldn't explain it to me, she said. it has something to do with music in one's blood, one's soul and being trapped in a cell full of melodies, snatches your sanity until you grow to like it and further obssession.



the appassionata and nocturne are her weapons against me. it made me weep. it's her strength, the music ,when it begins to sink into her soul..it's my weakness. such lovely music...it makes me cry..