I have learned today that Liz Taylor has passed away. She was such a beautiful woman in her youth! She definitely had her problems though. Her on again, off again relationship with Richard Burton is an example of repeating a behavior and expecting a different outcome -- insanity! Her strange relationship with Michael Jackson was another example. Nonetheless, she was a wonderful actress, and she has left some memorable film work, like my favorite , Cleopatra. At least we can say that she made an impact in the world. Wouldn't we all like to be able to say that?
That is the question. What do I want? and does it even matter what I want? WHat does everyone else want? What is more important? I know what I want, but it would screw up everything in my life. It's hard to say when things are bad enough to do something about your life when it is stable and boring. Is it too much to ask for some excitement? Maybe. If it hurts others.
I thought things were going my way. I had made some new friends, and I was learning some things about the subtle world. My "protector" apparently does not want me to know everything. I think he has put a stop to my other sources of information. You should not let someone else into your being. It gives them an unfair advantage over you. A decision that should not have been made lightly, I think. Live and learn!
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Normally when "teachers" or "protectors do not teach something it is because they do not know or as you imply,it would take aay their advantage over you.
I think you may be right. It would take away his power over me!
People that have kept things from me only serve to fuel my hunger for that knowledge more . He may inadvertently be giving you a very strong thirst for the answers your looking for .
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