Guys, thank you all for your support but I’m really busy the next week or two but I’ll be more active in the future.
Fuck! I nearly just attacked my two younger siblings, well not so much younger now that I’m frozen in time. I didn’t see them as them. I was hungry, I smelled blood, snook up on them in the kitchen, opened my mouth came closer, realized what I was doing ran away now I’m in my room. Once again I’m reminded of what I am now. A monster.
Hi I just have two questions:
Does anyone know how to compel? I don’t even know if my species can or not...
Does anyone know anything about a cure? I’ll take any information, legend, myth, fact, rituals, anything! Please tell me if you know anything!
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compelling comes naturally. but ofcourse there is a spell for everything.if it works or not thats the depending part.
good luck.
i know a few reicpes that supposedly turns vampires back to humans but thats from myths in germany and russia
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I wish I was human, I wish I could truly love someone, become a mother, grow old, be seen as an adult, I wish. But it is what it is. Some bitch had to bite me, and as soon as I get the chance I’ll kill her, maybe I’ll spend eternity looking for her. Some ppl r like “omg I wanna be a vampire! Omg I wish I was immortal” but it’s not a blessing it’s a curse, you’re a demon, you work for Satan, you become a monster. I remember having this whole plan for my life, I was gonna meet love and heartbreak, I’d find love, have sex one day, get pregnant, think of names, paint a room, and just be happy. Then I’d become a grandma and die in my sleep when I’m old and have seen everything earth has to offer. But that won’t happen, I won’t age, I don’t think I can be a mother and if I can I have no idea what creature I will bring into this world. Everyone I know and love will move on with time, but I’ll be here. Frozen. And watch them die. I will be a monster. A murderer. A demon. A vampire.
Fuck we just started learning about the human body and I KNOW we will learn about blood, today we watched a video about organs and there was so much blood I almost raged I cried silently to distract myself but this will be the worst part of the year!
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deep breaths...drink red wires, or drink oj in school to curb those feelings.
Story time!
It was at night. I was trying to sleep but couldn’t, I’m also psychic so I could sense that my life was going to change for the worse... then a tall blonde girl with a low ponytail and wearing a red sweater came through my window. She looked at me and then came closer to my face. I don’t remember much after that. I think I was thinking in some sort of coma, it lasted the rest of the night, the next day and the night after that. And then I “woke up” feeling completely energized and powerful! I found that my teeth had grown longer and sharper, but I ignored it. Then other little things happened: I could run faster than my dog, I was stronger than everyone and my sight and hearing had improved, I have always been quite pale so that didn’t bother me. I ignored it all until suddenly I felt weak, I was hungry... but I just ate! I could smell something tasty whenever I was around other ppl, but I couldn’t put my finger on it until... someone cut their selves, I looked at the blood and the only thing I could think about was draining that person of every single drop. And that’s when I realized it... so far I haven’t killed anyone but every day I want to. I mostly live on vampire blood, and blood that would drip off small wounds I make by “accident”. This is my curse and I have to live with it, well technically I’m not even alive...
Guys if ur a vampire too can you please tell me, cuz I feel so alone... only vamp I’ve met is the one who bit me and I think I was in some sort of coma or sleep or something and I don’t remember much...
Hey guys, so I see that I have some reads on my journal which I didn’t expect! I’m just going to warn you that you shouldn’t try to find out who I am, as it is illegal by my species culture to have proof about someone being a vampire or knowing their identity. This is not a hoax or some sort of sick joke, I am actually a vampire and you don’t wanna find out who I am as you will... well I don’t want to go into details but you’ll disappear without a trace.
Here are some facts from a real vampire.
Keep in mind that here are many different species of vamps so these only apply to my species:
-Yes I see myself in mirrors
-Yes I’m super pale
-No I don’t die instantly in sunlight... there’s a lot of pain first as it starts inside you, and then you feel weak, and then you faint but I don’t know what happens after that as I’ve never gone further than fainting
-Yes I drink blood... I can drink human, animal or vampire blood but I feel the strongest and happiest after feeding on human blood.
-No I can’t turn into a bat
-No I can’t fly
-Yes I can jump higher than humans
-Yes I’m faster than humans
-Yes I’m super strong
-I wear sunglasses inside
-My seances are stronger
-When I’m in a room full off ppl it feels like I’m stuck in a room of cupcakes but I can’t eat one in front of all the others cuz I’ll get arrested for murder and have to kill police officers and wreck the prison
-I really want to be a mom...but I don’t think I biologically can. And if I can I have no idea what sort of demon it will be!
-no one knows that I am a vampire except for my dog, he can smell it, and he knows that if he’s any trouble I’ll put him back on the leash and hold stronger than he could ever pull. We also love to run together cuz he can’t really run with humans without slowing down, but with me I’m the one who slowes down so he can run as fast as he can!
-Yes it seems impossible to resist feeding but I manage
-if you’re not a vampire you can’t possibly imagine the desire to kill but I’ll try to describe it:
Every neve in your body is waiting excitedly. You can hear the heart pounding and smell the blood rushing through the veins. You think about how easy it would be. It’s like picking a flower, the poor thing can’t run, it can’t hide, it can’t fight and it’s just sitting there on a silver platter! You think about how much you hate that person and remember everything they’ve done to you, even if you don’t know them, the urge is still there. Lingering. Waiting to take over. But, you have to resist. You have to fight it. You have to get through another day in your miserable, cursed, dead existence.
Hey guys, I’m new here and I came across this site looking for a cure... so far I can only see death and I don’t wanna die yet! I am a vampire and have been one for a few years... I know some have had to suffer longer but this is just too much! I did a spell and it held the virus back(I am very supernaturally powerful and I can do big things) but in the end my spell broke! And now I’m a vampire again I thought it was over but now it’s back and I’m just so scared! The spell wore off quite long ago and since then I’ve been looking for another one! I’ve tried antiques, grimvars, libraries, and now I finally thought that maybe just maybe, there are some real ppl here and not just hoaxes and stuff.
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