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So sitting here at my desk at work, thinking how life is going to turn out hearing others ordering food for luch laughing, groaning, moaning, complaining, all things that seem to make the whole world spin.



Im confused beacuse i dont really feel like that when im here or anywhere to be honest, i just seem to act like them to blend in, i like being alone and on my own my best friend is my own thoughts. I dont seem to feel much anymore just faint remains of feelings long gone.



I really had no fellings when my dad died, didnt really feel sad, sorry, remores, nothing. I feel empty alot these days, no suicidal empty, just im searching for a way to feel alive.



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DestroyingAngel
04:12 Aug 07 2010

It takes time. It takes patience. It takes a damn good friend (or a few of them) to lead you through what I refer to as the numb times...and only then will you start to feel alive again. I promise.



*takes your hand* I got your back Jono...ALWAYS have. Always will. *huggsss*

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