Arkanisca818's Profile at Vampire Rave.

My name is Jonathan. Born in 1988 neither an important or interesting year. I wasnt born rich or poor, neither famous or ifamous just another spec of dust in the desert that is life. My child hood was fine it seemed i have no real memory of my life before the age of 14 I do not know why this is but you ask me to recall a memory before this point i have none, only stories ive been told by people since then.

Something changed in me at that age, like my innocence was ripped out and torn apart infront of me, this being the time i found my dad fucking some women on a video he left running on the tv in his room, not the easiest transition into the world of adulthood someone can have. This was helped by finding out the women was my moms best freind. So this changed me on deep level I went from being a innocent boy, to a troubled teenager and to this point i have a hard time showing my feelings to people..

Since originally writing my first intro into the world I live in things have some what changed and some of the words I wrote here a long time ago do not have any meaning now, everything above this is still correct and will stay until I feel they do not impact my life as much as they did when they first happened.

I do not feel this darkness that I wrote about a year ago, more so that I found that darkness to be lack of knowing what my future holds, more so that I do not know my purpose in life and this makes me dark and upset and ponder what I could have or should have done. Regret is a big factor in my life for many reasons, ones that I have no willingness to inform you of, only my closest friends would get that.

So I could go on and on giving you more about me telling you how deep and creative I am but why take the fun out of the one thing that is uncertain in this world no one truly knows another person. The fun part is trying to know everything about a person learning new things about them every day that's precious.

So thats me im Jonathan, feel free to say hello.

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