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Life never ceases to amaze me. For every good thing that happens to two bad happen. What kind of sick shit is that.



Yesterday was one of the worst of my life. I had to have a surgical procedure done. When I left I thought everything was fine. But when I read the paperwork it was quit the opposite. I just do get way all this shit happens to me. My does it seem like I'm God's personal whipping post. What the hell could I have ever done to him. It just doesn't make sense.



Lets count the shit shall we:

3 failed marriage's

4 Heart Attacks

Partially Paralyzed for four months

Degenerative disk disease

PTSD

BPD

Chronic Acute Major Depression

Chronic Migraines

Chronic Kidney Stones

Rods in my Hands

Shoulder repair

Colon resection

Diverticulitis

Pericarditis

Prolapsed Micro valve

Bicuspid Regurgitation

Barrett's Disease

Appendectomy

Inguinal Hernia

GRDS

Stabbed

Shot

5 Near Fatal Car Accidents

Run Over Twice

4 Inch Crack in skull from being hit with a bat

Knee Surgery

3 Major Head Injuries with Deficit

80% use of Left Leg

I think that raps it up.



Why all this for just me. I know pedophiles with multiple offensive that are in perfect health. They deserve this kind of shit. Not me, what the hell did I ever do. It just doesn't make sense. It's just not fair.