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Leave me trapped, stunned, in a daze

Look through me as you always do

Find me in a loving phase

Make me long for you



Leave me speechless, without a word

Look me in the eye

Find my heart soaring like a bird

Make my soul fly high



Leave me in loneliness, never

Look at what you've done

You made me fall in love forever

Made you my only one

Physical scars show emotional pain

Hate for myself as deep as these wounds

Ashamed now that I gave in to the knife

Etched into my skin, those words never fade

Forever a reminder of my painful past

No matter what you do

And no matter what you say

Whether we're together

Or whether you're away

My heart's forever yours

Since that one fateful day

My love is for you only

Please don't throw it all away

Feeling the tears well up

I won't show it

You all believe I'm strong

I can't be broken

I must hide this insecurity

You can't know of my loneliness

The emptiness I feel

The gaping hole in my heart

I must stand tall

Showing no sign of weakness

Although that's all I am

Fear of rejection

She's afraid to be hurt

Knows she can't stand

Another heartbreak

She locks herself up

Won't let her out

Fakes everything to everyone

She just wants to be loved

They see right through her

No one loves a fake

She's hurting herself

And bleeding, she's bleeding

Refuses to heal

Incognito; she's hiding

She keeps charading

Circus clown? No

Just quit the routine, girl

Eyes, cold and black

Just like your heart

The one I wish to consume

But you refuse to let me in

Those eyes show no emotion

No fear, no love

Causing me to weep

I wish you could feel

People; ignorant, selfish, and fake

We all make promises sure to break

Everyone knows they can't be kept

Yet, when they're not, emotions are swept

Promises are made only to be broken

Obvious they're lies, right when they're spoken

We keep hoping one might stay

And we will smile for a day

But things don't end quite joyous as that

People are fake and promises flat

Wipe the tears from my eyes

They're back again

Dry them up and cry no more

No one will know

Help me please

I always cry



My diary of depression



Clean the blood from my wounds

It's back again

Stitch them up and leave no scars

No one will see

Save me please

My scars remain