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leave it alone! leave it be.

bitch. dont even go there.

cuz i could beat you out in hella time.

♥

so suck this.

before i go and slit my throat.

my mom finally got it. she finally understands. that im DIFFERENT. that im strange. whatever words she wants to use works because now she UNDERSTANDS. im so damn glad that she gets it.

that life is hell for me trying to fit in, because i never will.

that i get beat up and put down.

that i get jealous as hell.

and she gets it. thank whatever diety you believe in.

so it was my mom who ran away last night. which is scary as shit. is this really how my life is going to be? my parents scared of me and scared for me and worried/

+worry comes from an old english word, meaning literally, "to strangle"+

and im just sick of it! im my own damn person and they cant change me. so what if i like this sorta shit and they dont. that just makes me unique, but somehow my moms afraid im going to turn into a serial killer. but then again that just makes me laugh. and my dad tells me not to get messed up in drugs and stealing and shit and im just "oops?" so im not really sure where to go anymore.

help?

im such a horrible person. people treat me like shit, && i let them and i shouldnt. and then they yell at me for it. and i cant handle it anymore.

and i feel like im hurting the person i love the most and that hurts me even more.

help

♥

this is not cool. not cool at all.

im really starting to hate spring break just because i feel so goddamn alone.

im just, not as comfortable as i used to be, being alone.

its too scary. i need something. someone, please damnit.

that was not what i needed to hear.

fuck.

almost as if i just got raped.

trust suddenly betrayed. in a moment.

and i dont understand anymore.

and i dont want them laughing.

crying.

splitting seams.



oh our cries of despair.

june 29th.

seattle wa.

white river ampitheater.

ticket sales tomorrow.

im SO there.

but who gives a damn?

im happier than i've ever been.

just because im me.

and no one can tell me im wrong.

and no ones gonna judge me here.

its the circle of candles in which ive stepped

thank you.

blessed be

I'm new if you cant tell.

i feel welcomed already.

im a bit terrified.

yet extremely curious.

i like it here. i dont see myself leaving.

blessed be.

BabyFirefly