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this should not be occupying my world
03:19 Apr 27 2006
Times Read: 585

so the precipise

that undenying edge

of sink or swim

as i dodge the bullets

and teeter longingly

to hit that bottom

almost euphoria

overtaking the dread

the fall non withstanding

my new love of the flight

the pain of hitting the ground

the rush of the air

and a beating heart

being torn in pieces

oh cuts and bruises

and scars left unhealed

for telling these stories

and scars break anew

of sunlight and moonbeams

and darkness and light

choices and failures

its never enough

its never too much

its just how it is

the flaming drop

off that edge

and here i go

fie
06:40 Apr 23 2006
Times Read: 589

Oh spite doubtfulness

That despairs the last hope

of sanity we have

That rends and tears

Our clinging fingers

On an evergoing hope of better

Doubt just brings pain

And with that

A wall we put up

To protect ourselves

From that doubt

Which has scarred us

Not by my hand

Has this been cast

But by anothers

And by my hand

Must it be undone

more than you know
04:03 Apr 06 2006
Times Read: 594

where was i before?

where shall i be after?

is after adequate?



sweeping like a storm

right off my feet i fly

pick me up



love follows

a wave crashing

awakening



terrified of falling

ever dying flowers

create a bower



never leave me

a fate undecided

but still unbearable

...you decide, because im just a slave to desire
19:55 Apr 01 2006
Times Read: 604

The ringing

A phone

Desperate plea for redemption

Foggy streets

Dimly lit

The corners of my mind

A dusty stained glass

Uncared for since long ago

A murder of nothing

Bringing about something

In that mansion of a jail

The confinement

Which moving wind cannot break

For how so ever weak are we?

Rolling down that hill

Just to get high on the stars

Passing faster than dreams

Picking up shards

Cutting ourselves on threads

Of memories

Strings like a knife

Biting out dying corpse

Yet prevail living bodies

We shed our skin

A butterfly out of bounds

Get our wings

The cage not yielding

Torturous enlightenment

We dare not fight

Its eat to live

Die to eat

We give ourselves

Willingly

Burning embers in the corners of my mind
19:41 Apr 01 2006
Times Read: 605




Momentary frailty

The breaking point

Of skin & mind

The emotional bleeding

And tempermental crying

Ecclesiastical flames

Jumping wonders

Like walls of my mind

A hell hole

Absentmindedly chanting

Forgoeing tradition

Reliving the pain

The burning sensation

Of a choking heart

The mirror images

Of those straight white scars

Growing & tickling my fancy

Worshipping the changes

The arrangement of spirit

A puzzle broken

A dangerous flight

The anguish behind the mask

Of war and terror reigning

For who shall be kind

In an era of broken statues

This world seeping poison

Into the frail hearts

This girl desperate

Weeping her life out

Watching it go

With sorrow & joy

Welcome changes in the wind

A lull in the tides

A miracle at work

A beauty to diminish

& vanish in fog

Thickly positioned

Along the brink of insanity

Waiting, watching

Devouring

The light pushing forth

But being forgotten

Of blue bells and faeries

Long since vanished

It’s that abyss into which

I throw myself

For this girl

Can’t take it anymore