I get high.
I wish for death.
I don't care what you think or what you have to say about it.
I long for the end of my sufering!
I'm in dance class and I use a staff on stage.
This appeases me in a very good way.
Not very many people get to use a weapon on stage at my school.
Today we had rehersal from 3:30-9:00. It was amazing!!! :)
Today I can honestly say I have lived the threshold of pleasure and pain. And I don't say it as means of sex either.
My ex called and made me pissed and upset, then I had some herbs and it's all well. lol
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ex s suck like that! damn them! lol
I want some of those herbs
Ok, christians are all for marriage before sex...
Then why can the Pope screw for a son when he's married to the church? Wouldn't he then be cheating on the church?
Doesn't anyone notice this shall displease and sadden the church?.... I didn't think so....
But, then again... Who in their right mind would fuck the church?...
I am in ROTC. Today I was at the awards baquet and I got an award for marine corp!
It made me happy. :)
Sometimes people make me wonder...
I havn't feed in a long time.
I'm having very intense pains to the head periodicly and my parents say it's stress and my clan says I need to feed.... Hhhmmm....
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Listen to your clan! You are hungry! Just like I am.
family can be so ignorant sometimes....
Hello, I am toxicbite,
May I ask, Are you a vampire??? If so which one????
I would listen to your clan. If you haven't fed in a while and you are getting periodic headaches it could be lack of whatever you need to sustain yourself.
People.... Seriously?
-Adolf Hitler, first to make a connection between smoking and lung cancer!
-Goerge W. Bush, calls himself an idiot, thus saying what everybody was telling him ever since he got in office.
-George washington, smoked weed and owned slaves even though he was against it and had cow teeth!
-KKK, admited a black man into their society after years of hanging them!
-Black people, Say it's racist for the white man to have an all white club when they have millions of all black clubs.
-White people, That's jacked up in itself....(I am white, just for the record)
-Chinease people, uses opium too much.
-Japanese people, invinted the NINJA! (I'm also Japanese)
-Germans, "F*CKIN JEWS!" And drink... More than America... That's saying something.
-Russians, Decide to live where you freeze your nutz off every winter and invinted a godly substance called VODKA!
-Polish, The world may never know!
-Mexicans, go to other countries expecting to get away with saying I don't speak english in a perfect english accent! (I lay witness to this!)
-Irish, invinted drinking!
-Cubans, tempt me with their f*cking cigars!
-Egyptians, basically invinted slavery and confused everybody with their building capability.
Now, for my life.... My friends little sister gets in an elevator and tells a random black guy,"You're tall, do you play basketball?" The man replies,"You're short, do you play miniture golf?"
-My little brother asks what a dildo is and has the stupidity to tell me I'm retarded. (Not Messor)
-My mom walks in on me and a chick and asks,"What are you doing!?!?!" (That's pretty f*cking obvious!)
-My dad cusses out my mom right in front of me and asks my mom why she's in a bad mood later.
-I decide to come out of the closet in an anti-gay, red-neck society.
-My friend yells,"Are you breaking up with me?!?!?!" to me in the middle of Wallmart.
-Weman, kiss me and stuff and tell everyone about how great it was, then tell me they aren't looking for a relationship....
People! What the f*ck!?!?!?!?
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im german...
I'm also German! Don't dis the hollow cost Asshole! Actually do.
Today I've felt nothing but pain...
It's driving me insane... All I want is for everything to stop. I hate all that is going on
and most around me. I don't even know why, but I hate them. And I am disguisted with myself for it...
I'm in dance class. I do a martial arts dance.
Today, I met a guy who looked really familiar and was asian and did martial arts like me!
He looks really cool. I wonder who he is...
I think he's a vampire, but not 100% sure.
Today I got my brother to join, soon I will get my other family. This is fun, I like this place. I had to kind of talk Messor into it for an hour, but he joined. :) This makes me happy. And by the way, Messor means Reaper in latin.
Today I can honestly say I am glad my brother Reaper comes with me when I go places. I was in Oklahoma with my 2 friends that are brothers and I stuck out like a pimple on a goddesses face! The only one there that was like me was my brother Reaper.
It's Easter today and everybody is excited, but for Reaper and I, it's just another day. I am not christian and everyone around me is, I feel alone most of the time. Reaper can always cheer me up. Now we are all back in Arkansas at home.
This weekend has been great though! I've smoked my fill of cigarettes and drank my fill of mountain dew. Though it's been forever since I've feed. It's really hard to consentrate on anything esle at times... I can only pray to the Gods and Goddesses that my pain of this will be releaved soon.
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