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Things change...though we sometimes don`t want the changes...we have to accept them...
So, my life changed...
The new stuff in my life is not so big, and should not change me in so many ways they did, but I am not in control of myself anymore. I have a feeling that I am lost, that I am not me anymore. Like the flame that I kept inside me has ben put out...no more fun, no more laughter...at least not from the heart...Everything is so...there is not a word in english to describe it...jednostavno skrnavo!
I don't know where I am going, don't know where I was...what do I believe in? What do I feel...that know...I feel pain...