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Greetings you happy people! Many sorrows for not posting anything in here, but I have found many new, more interesting things to post elswhere in the journal.



Anyways, last night the blaphemous fools I must call parents accused me of being gay. What?!?! I told them off and threw hate, hate, hate at them. They shall continue to get this severe degree of hate for the rest of the week and next! ^o^



Better news is that I have found a memory card full of pictures of the psycho that is typing this! As soon as I can get the pictures loaded on the computer, if at all, I shall place some in the portfolio for all to see!



I must be going now. It's 6:10 a.m. and I'm still in pajamas!



Until our next...



-Lord P. Shadowloo

Well, my horoscope fortold of wonderous events, and to an extent they did happen. What the ritual I did to achieve such wonders shall remain a closely guarded secret, but I got the most wonderful karma back! Though such glee still cannot take Justin out of my dreams! Well, I have not much more to say other than I played mailman with all the notes I got, and I'm going insane.



Until our next...



-Lord P. Shadowloo

This weekend has been a rather interesting one. Friday, I was reduced from humble nobility to a house keeper. Saturday, we went to look for a car for me, but found none that I wished to take with me. And Sunday, we went to my cousin's Holy First Communion and had a luncheon at a most delightful restaraunt! Twas a good weekend, all except for Friday of course, but non-the-less quite good.



As for other news, my horoscope has fortold that things I have done recently to acheive utmost happiness shall be justly rewarded today! Hallelujah! The Goddess knows how long I have been waiting for event the slightest results of the ritual. Hopefully all shall go as I have forseen it and I will no longer go insane over him!



Until our next...



-Lord P. Shadowloo

At last dear friends, I have gotten somthing I have long desired! This thing is something that I have gone after to get many times, but have failed to do so. Now, with the help of a good friend, I have gotten it! Hallelujah! I intend to use this thing for my own happiness and for, well let's just say I'll have what I have wanted for so long. Let us also say I can finally stop dreaming about Justin! Well, mabye not, but still. Now I must wait until nightfall to prepare for the rituals. Now, I wait...



Until our next...



-Lord P. Shadowloo

This morning in first period has been so retarted and stupid, yet suprisingly entertaining! In Drama, we had nothing better to do so we were entertained as the class idiots dressed up and had a wedding! The old grandma flashed the priest though, but it was so f*cking hilarious!



*Takes a deep breath*



I'm a little giddy this morning, for I had two glasses of wine, sugar filled cereal, and something else. The combination of the three has made my mind run wild! Wheeeee!



New topic:

The person I had a dream about in the post about dreams returned yet agian in my dreams. Twice. I am curious as to why I keep dreaming about this person, or why it deals with love. Perhaps I'm going looney, which is pretty normal for me. Ah well, I shall leave thee this day.



Until our next...



-Lord P. Shadowloo

I sit here now in the psycho teacher 's room, writing away. I really don't have anything interesting to tell you all today, other than I'm not drunk for once. Well, I'm probably going to get attacked with hugs at lunch today again, as is the usual. My hugging attackers are Ashley, Katie, Kaitlyn, Vanessa, and Jennifer. My! I get lots of hugs from them! ^-^ I also expect a most entertaining 5th and 7th period, as the idiot Justin is there to entertain us with his stupid. It seems I have a bitchy streak going on this morning. O, hooray for me!



Until our next...



-Lord P. Shadowloo

Lately, I have been having dreams about a certain someone that I like. The dreams are about love and embracing one another and so much happiness. When I had these dreams, I suddenly came to realize how alone I was. I saw how badly I wanted to be needed, to be loved. This dream touched my heart and nearly brought me to tears when I awoke, but I came to see that it was just a dream and no more. This dream could never become reality. So all I can do now.......is dream.



Until our next...



-Lord P. Shadowloo

Today is the last Friday we might ever have to go to school on! ^-^ At last this misery is coming ever closer to an end. And with the last of Fridays comes a most interesting event. At one today, there shall be a theatrical performance of a most horrendous level. I would rather not attend this play, but the price of not going is having to sit with the pricipal for two hours doing work. How dreadful! Well, I must cut this post short as I have much to do.



Unitl our next...



-Lord P. Shadowloo

This day has been a rather interesting one. To begin, I got to see Ashley! We hugged who knows how many times and wrote each other silly. Then I went on with the usual dullness that is OHS, but at lunch, I showed a different side of me. My dear, sweet ladies Ashley, Katie, and Kaitlyn all gave me hugs while I called them all sexy. Then when they finished eating, I was attacked by hugs from them again! The day went on as it usually does until 7th period, in which I got free entertainment from watching Justin act stupid. Since then, I have been here on the Rave, spending my life away. The addiction has overtaken me!



Until our next...



-Lord P. Shadowloo

I am here again today, writing away my mind. I have finally acheived level two! Another wonderful accomplishment is that I am only 30% away from reaching level three! O Blessed Mother, am I overjoyed! Well, this morning, I woke up feeling rather drunk. I don't really remember waking up, just that I was semi-consious. Hmm. Well, I have much more to post and do!



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-Lord P. Shadowloo

Yet another day of nothingness. Perhaps I shall feast upon the writing of my lateset stroy, Sparrow Creek. It is a much more interesting story than the last one I had done, In The Shadows. Perhaps I shall give it to thee instead of writing down such misirable accounts of my life. Well, I must be off! This idiotic class will not leave me alone for the least of a second!



Unitl our next...



-Lord P. Shadowloo

I am writing myself away again, drifting into solitude and bliss. My faithful friend and apprentice, Lady Shadowgirl, has made it to level two here. Congratulations to her! Well now, where was I? Ah yes, my senseless rambling. I am here at the estate alone and cold despite the space heater next to me. Hunger bites the lowest pits in my stomach, aching to be full. Quiet dear belly, the dinner shall be arriving soon. Well, this day has been a good day. I would not say one of the best, but certainly good. Though I still cannot seem to get over this dreadful cold which has plagued me for well over a month. Perhaps some of you would have a better cure than pills and toxic elixers? Anyways, do forgive such rambling. I must leave to go on to the rest of the world.



Until our next...



-Lord P. Shadowloo

This is a day where I would rather be lost away in my dreams. A day that I would rather bleed on, to only feel pain in the end. Perhaps I could fall away into my mind, a sanctum of peace and wonder. I wander on in the caves of eternity and I am lost in the abyss of time. An endless journey to the everlasting wonders that await death. To live is to suffer the tragedies that are present. Perhaps, I am a tragedy. So come and live...



-Lord P. Shadowloo

This is one of few days that I am in my darkest of moods. This weekend has been one of utter hell! I shall spare thee the details of such misery, but I shall tell of my events. On Saturday, I was reduced to cleaning the house like a servant, and on Sunday, I nearly died eating at a very Southern style restaruant. It was wonderful food, but I had far too much. I have also accomplished something usefull. I have started on my newest story, In The Shadows. It is basically a story about the rising of the Anti-Christ in a Europe based setting. It is very good in my opinion and I shall start posting as soon as I can get enough of it done to post. I'm afriad that is all I have for thee at the moment. So until I return to thee, I shall go and hide in the shadows...



-Lord P. Shadowloo

Well, this morning has been one of the most uninteresting I have had so far. I have not done anything other than watch a rather dull game of charades and I have also been bothered with my business as a a Witch. You see, there are many who despise my being a Witch, but yet at the same time, they come to me for answers and help. The Christians, not that I am against them in any way, think I do "Magic Tricks" like the fool illusionists. But that is not the true nature of my magick. Well, Much is left to be done this day, so please do forgive me dearest ones for leaving thee.



Until our next...



-Lord P. Shadowloo

Well, today has been a....rather boring day. I was asked to make Easter Eggs, but they were turned down! They were very lovely though, but the Head Mistress is a psychotic freak! I depise her and her hatred of black Easter Eggs. Well, Lady Shadowgirl is sitting next to me while updating her journal as well. Such strangeness comes before me. I must be gone for now my dears. Come and dine with us sometime. Come and dine...



-Lord P. Shadowloo

Well, today has been a good day for me. Being that I am a treasure-trove of misery and woe, today has been just the opposite. Lady Shadowgirl and I grow closer in friendship everyday. The same goes for my dear friends Ashley, Kaitlyn, Katie, Kristen, Emily, Brittany, Jennifer, and many other girls. My, my. For a dude who's bi, I sure do have a LOT of friends that are girls. Though I do prefer more male companions, but I can manage for now. I find that society is crumbling. What, may I ask, is wrong with being a Witch? I do not harm anyone with magick, but use it for my own well being. But, society is dying. If only sophistication would rise up again.



If only again....

Many greetings to any who bother to read this. I beleive that this is the first time I have ever posted on this wonderful site, and what I shall post mainly is a little bit of everything. Well, I really have not much more to tell thee this day.



Untill our next...



-Lord P. Shadowloo