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Looking back in past entries, I see so many memories I had locked away and forgotten. Reading them again refreshed so many feelings I once felt... reminds me of my deepest secret- to only two people revealed. And now I can only ask myself why I was once so stupid, and wonder if I would return to my old ways- my old attitude towards life- if the past repeated itself slightly...



I have something I can not live without- but what will happen if it leaves? What will I do then?



I don't want to return to the way I once was...

and since what I have now is what brought me from that state of mind- where would I turn if it left?