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DEDICATED TO MY GREAT GRANDAD

I dedicate this to great grandad, He was loved by lots of people and family who miss you heaps and think about you all the good times they had with you. We miss you lots great grandad; you'll never leave our hearts, our minds or our souls. Christmas time to me means spending time with your loved ones even the ones who aren't here on earth with you anymore, they'll always be with you no matter what, you'll always have your memories of them cos memories last forever and pictures fade away...

I DON'T WANT YOU TO GO



Baby I don't want you to go away from me

You're my world; you're my life,

You're my one and only

I never want to lose you again,

I cant stand it when we fight, argue

Sometimes I feel like we don't belong together

Like I used to when we first got together

Everything seemed like a dream

I don't want you to go away from me I just cant stand it

Everytime we're apart it just don't feel rite,

I never want you to go away from me,

Baby I need you in life you're the one, who keeps me sane,

Baby please don't go, I don't want you to go,

I need you right by my side,

I love you so much hunni,

It hurts me Everytime you leave me; I can't stand it,

I cry at the night times when you're not here with me,

I can't live without you in my life baby, so please don't go

I just don't know what I'd do if you left me here all alone

BABY I NEVER WANT YOU TO GO SO I SAY THIS ONE LAST TIME

PLEASE BABY PLEASE BABY DON'T GO,

PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME HERE IN THIS WORLD ALL ALONE,

I JUST WON'T SURVIVE IN THIS WORLD WITHOUT YOU,

YOU'RE MY LIFE, YOU'RE MY WORLD

I JUST CAN'T SEE ME LIVING WITHOUT YOU.



Written By Shar Christina Romanes 30th August 2007

I am not worth fighting for

And i'm not worth the tears

But once I've got you in my hold

I'll become your worst fear



You'll laugh for me

You'll cry for me (cry for me)

You'll scream you'll bleed

You'll die for me (die for me)



You'll be hooked on me like a drug

To never be set free

Once I've gone my hands on you

You'll see exactly what i mean



I will tear your life apart

And fill you up with hate

No matter what you do you'll love me

Coz see baby its called fate



Sheets stained red

Nights you bled (bleed for me)

Wounds heals, scars fade

Dont u wishes you were dead? (Die for me)



No matter how apart we are

I know you can't forget

I'll eat u from the inside out

I'm a choice you'll always regret



I'll ruin your entire life

I'll haunt you in your dreams

When you wake up from your nightmare

No one will be there to hear your screams



You hate me

You love me (love me)

You worship, adore

And want to die for me (die for me)



Laugh for me

Cry for me

Live for me

Die for me

Scream for me

Bleed for me

Shut up, just be with me.

Written By Shar Christina Romanes

Play Me like A Game



Why do you play me like a game when you know my feelings for you are real and true, why do you play me like a game when you know that I love you so, why do you play me like a game when you kiss me it feels like you mean it, why do you play me like a game when we kiss it feels true, why do you play me like a game when we see each other our hearts beat faster, why do you play me like a game when we make out it feels right, why do you play me like a game when we meet up we say nothing will happen but it does, why do you play me like a game when I know deep down inside of you, you still love me, why do you play me like a game when you know you can get wat you want from me, I'd give you anything, I'd give you everything, I'd give you the world, I've already given you my heart, my body and my soul.

I love you always & forever

Written By Shar Christina Romanes

9th July 2006

I Love The Way

I love the way you make me smile when i'm down,

I love the way you make me laugh when i'm sick,

I love the way how your so sweet to me,

I love the way you are,

I love the way you talk to me

I love the way you say, "i miss you too" when i say, "i miss you",

I love the way you get all pouty at me when i dont explain sumthyn properly

I love the way how your an awsome person to be with & sexy

I love you for you and i hope you dont go changing for anyone babe.

I ♥ You alwayz Shar

Take You with Me

Throw me in a pool & i take you with me, throw me in a beach & i take you with me, throw me onto the ground & i take you with me, throw me onto a bed & i take you with me, throw me into the ocean & i take you with me, throw me into a river & i take you with me, throw me into the shower & i take you with me, throw me onto a couch & i take you with me, take me to kiss me & i take you with me...

WRITTEN BY SHAR CHRISTINA ROMANES

Suicide Love

Every time you look at me, I wonder what you see. Do you see the suicide, do you see despair? Do you see the love for you, with which I fill the air? Can you see my feelings; my feelings just for one? Or do you see the friendship, of which I fear its none Once it was a friendship but now its something more It is a boiling ocean, deep within my core This ocean is of blood, I wished that it was mine But it doesn't consist of blood all the time Everytime I look at you, I wonder what I see Do I see two laughing mates, laughing between men? Do I see the wish - to be kissed again and again? Can I see what will follow after this sentence, or do I hide myself from the consequence? I wish I would be honest, I wish I'd really tell That my heart is torn apart into heaven and into hell The ocean would turn blue, with islands on its skin There would be our future, fragile and so thin Everytime we look at us I wonder what we see Do we see the same, do we share it both? Do we have together, an ocean under our clothes? Can we really trust in the connection between you and me? Or will it shatter by my point of view of 'we'. 'We' means an island in this ocean, which is blue and silent without flood. But 'we' is just a dream and the ocean is red of blood. Every time you look at me, I wonder what you see. Do you see the suicide, do you see despair? Do you see the love for you, with which I fill the air? Can you see my feelings, my feelings just for one? Or do you see the friendship, of which I fear its none Once it was a friendship but now its something more It is a boiling ocean, deep within my core This ocean is of blood, I wished that it was mine But it doesn't consist of blood all the time Everytime I look at you, I wonder what I see Do I see two laughing mates, laughing between men? Do I see the wish - to be kissed again and again? Can I see what will follow after this sentence, or do I hide myself from the consequence? I wish I would be honest, I wish I'd really tell That my heart is torn apart into heaven and into hell The ocean would turn blue, with islands on its skin There would be our future, fragile and so thin Everytime we look at us I wonder what we see Do we see the same, do we share it both? Do we have together, an ocean under our clothes? Can we really trust in the connection between you and me? Or will it shatter by my point of view of 'we'. 'We' means an island in this ocean, which is blue and silent without flood. But 'we' is just a dream and the ocean is red of blood.

I Miss You

I miss the they way we talked,

I miss the way we held hands walking down the road,

I miss they way how you would say I love you too,

When I say I love you,

I miss the way we hugged,

I miss the way we kissed,

I miss the way we would mess around,

I only say to you what I say cos,

Cos I miss you so much,

I miss the way when I didn't have to cry myself to sleep but now that your gone that's all I do,

I miss everything we ever did,

I miss how i love you so much, but yet I still love you so much that it hurts me.



Love Alwayz and Forever Shar

Goodbye My Love

Lying in this bed alone

Just trying to get some sleep

Many secrets locked away

Tyring so hard just to keep



Losing grip so very fast

Getting hard not to slip

I need to find an answer soon

Make sure I don't fall and trip



There are lots of things I don't have answers for

So don't say anymore, cos I'm leaving you again



Gotta go and sort myself out straight

So don't anticipate,

This is goodbye my love.

You were the reason why i woke up every morning with a smile on my face,



You were the reason why i had a smile on my face during the day time,



You were the reason why i alwayz smiled wen i went to bed,



You were the reason why i was so happy for so long n now its all different.



I never smile for real now if theres a smile on my face its just a fake one to keep everyone else happy.



My life has seemed to of gotten dull with out you in it,

my world went from colours to black n white,

i still cant beleive that its over, i miss you so much wen i see your pics on my phones i cry cos i just wanna be back in your arms,



but no matter wat happens i mean wat im bout to say i will alwayz love you no matter wat n i will alwayz be your angel with out wings cos no-one has ever called me that before,



You kept me whole n now im falling to peices,



i dont kno wat to do anymore cos i feel so lost with out you,



you are everything to me n you really did steal my heart, my body n my soul,



i just wanna be bak in your arms watching movies n stuff again,



the side of the bed where you used to sleep stays empty now n never again will it be filled with another body,



You were the reason why i felt so damn happy...





Written By Shar Christina Romanes



15th December 2008