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I feel weak, every temptations that I seek



Is what makes me come and look for you



Worries is not the price for all of these tears



I just wonder where you have been



I think you just need your woman not me as I am



I accepted you as you are and I don't care if you think you are different from us



All I want is the real you and nothing less or more



I chose a different path to fulfill the happiness of others



Abandonment is not what I meant



This is also my happiness including you in my own world



Guess its too late then to bring back the past



You may choose them instead of having me as your best



I can't explain my feelings if it has been remove or not



But whatever mystery happening now,



All I believe are the happy times we are sharing our true smiles



Nothing can take that away from me while you're gone.

You can never have the power to be loved,



Once you never experience the hurt till you drop,



A bleed can be heal but a scar is always there,



You seem to feel the pain but you never seem to care,



All you wanted in life is to belong to someone you dearly hold,



Till you came to realize that he is not worthy to behold.

anger had been set up,



but its a feeling of being mess up,



forgiveness may not be given now ,



but lies beyond a heart is a soft gentle echo that you can forgive her somehow,



yes, it hurts and the wounds cant be replaced.



But deep in your stoned heart the scars can be erase,



sorry can be the hardest word,



but it is the only word you should never fail to spoke,



cause what cures an aching heart,



Is the love and friendship to both of you,



that always has been a part,



its never too late because you can always go to a brand new start.

It really saddens me to here all the bouts and anger



but what made me feel bad is to here you cry in danger



I thought you are with me but all of the sudden you are far away



I wanted to hold you tight again but I guess it wont happen again



I trusted you, i cared for you but I guess you won't be back to see you through



Your a friend to me, a brother, a master but all of the sudden your a lost to me in forever

I was wondering a long time,



but don’t know the reason why,



am just so tired now,



like I was fed up so much,



I keep asking if i am worthy,



but i think i am almost ready,



think how hard it is to discipline myself,



making all my life so messy,



but things are already in track,



with the help of my lonely self,



I am not alone but feel so alone,



why? because i was missing someone,



that is far away and seem i am nothing.

I like you and that is what i want you to know,



It doesnt matter anymore if you don't love me for sure,



I am not expecting anything even a little thing,



all i want is to say how i cared for you till the end of the day,



If you don't love me in return i accept that rest assured,



I will let you go to the right person whom you love for real,



Even it means seeing you from afar together with your millions of roses,



I will take this pain because this is what i chooses,



it is much better to see you smile and not to suffer,



From a grip of the knife that I am about to lose my life,



Till I lose my sense, you enjoy every drop of my energy,



I know its already my end,



But even that means a lot, I appreciate how you cared for me,



Even in three days how much i was truly happy,



Unforunately it takes days, weeks and years to stitch my aching heart,



that i will deal soon that is already failing apart.