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i sit here quit and alone..trying to look past this world i reside in..past all the needs and want...hurt...i cry silently to myself hidden under this mask i feel i let be created..gagged unable to scream..my eyes try to see back to a world where life made sense.....where love of any kind over took anything...and the mind was the biggest weapon you needed... my heart sinks...for i cant..i am lost..lost in what is left of that world i remember and hold so dear...my pain over takes me as i watch my myself fade...begging in my thoughts to be touched to feel real and alive again....and as the last tear falls and i fade away forever into the black nothingness....i ask why..why was everything more important then just plain love..love of humanity..love of a child...love of God..love of just one heart of another?.and now im the product...and the worst part is...no one will ever notice....-Anonymously M/me