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I should have known better. I was convinent to him I was single and I thought I still loved him. God I'm a fool to the end. I wanted to give him another chance even after all the shit but I guess I never learn. god forbid I would actually tell him to fuck off. I wanted desperately for us to be ment for each other. after all, he was there for me when my problems started. he held me when I cried. now I am just back where I started. alone hurt and no one to lean on. I want to end all this bullshit. but I won't cause the sufffering of ones who care for me just to ease my own.